DaveC271
Status: Here to help, been through a lot over the recent years but am happy and healthy.
Mood:
Ok
Offline
-
Feeling terrible, been crying all afternoon. Feeling so lonely. All I want is to wake up a different person. To have something to look forward to, a goal that is achievable. I'm 29 in 2 weeks...
-
OK been feeling a little better the last couple of days but still not on top form. Still feeling really lonely. I followed a link on facebook from someone there, for some photo rating thing...
-
I just want to curl up and cry. I'm feeling so lonely right now. Why do I have to be the one thats never been kissed? Why is it me that doesn't recieve a smile back or the second glance? What...
-
OK first journal entry of the new year. Went away for the weekend and enjoyed myself, felt rather un-attractive amongst the beautiful people of London, but all in all had a good time. Got...
-
Ok I'm not the most open person and quite often shy away from a lot of things but I think its time I put this down and see if it makes me feel any better, so here it is. Me in my own wordsI am 28...
-
Well thats another over and done with. One both me and Mum didn't enjoy but we muddled through as we always do. Broke down when I woke up, whilst watching tv something about dads in a film,...
-
Well its xmas eve. Whoopie bloomin doo. Spotting the excitment here? All I can think about is Christmas' from past years gone, not able to remember any of them, but how I always asked for the...
-
Ok its been a week since my last entry. This week has pretty much just happened and I've just gone along with it. Mum and I have seemed to got over the altercation of 2 weeks ago. Howevermy...
-
I have had a reasonably good day, was working for Nintendo promting the DS and a few games in a store, even had reasons to smile. But I came home to the news that one of my closest friends lost her...
-
Ok its been a couple of days and I know I should be keepingthis upto date a little more, but the last few days I've not felt up to writing much. Its taken pretty much all my strength to just get...
-
Woke up feeling a little better but still don't feel like eating. I just feel so sick. Mum wrote me a letter which has eased someof the pain but I will never be able to forget what I have done. ...
-
I'm in a very dark patch at the moment and struggling to make it through most days. I very nearly gave up on Saturday and had it not been for a friend who called the police in the afternoon, they'd...
-
Yesterday was not a nice day, am now back on the crisis referal list and am scared of what went through my head last night, so scared that I don't want to go through it again.
-
To all my friends I'M SORRY!I'm sorry for making you worry yesterday, I was in hell to put it blunty. I was talking to a friend yesterday afternonon and she alerted the police to my situation and...
-
Here is a final goodbye. In the short time I've been a member of this site I've felt for the only time in my life that somebody actually cares about me. I thank you all for all your wonderful...
dd