DaveC271
Status: Here to help, been through a lot over the recent years but am happy and healthy.
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Woke up today feeling a little down but got myself dressed and started the day by having breakfast with mum. Then set about getting a few things down from the loft, after 1/2 hr or so the ladders...
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Well its now been exactly 3 months since I stopped the meds and i think I'm doing well. Ok I've been really down recently and to all of you that have stuck by me with your support I truly thank...
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Feeling fat.OK have trained reasonably well this week but last night sat down and gorged through 4 triple choc chip cookies, half a box of choccie biscuits and 2 chocolate bars, as well as drinking 4...
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Went to the gym this afternoon and smashed my personal best for a 5km row, knocking off 19 seconds to take my time down to 21:08. Not sure what came over me, wanted to to try and get around my best...
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Ok its been a week now since I last wrote anything here.The last week has been better, each day I've felt a little stronger and a little more alive. I woke up today feeling as though I could almost...
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I'm getting tired of everything. Tired of having a brain that remembers everything so vividly, yet can't remember a time when I was happy. Tired of never getting anywhere and having stupid...
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Have shared a couple of emails today with the friend that I thought I had lost and am so grateful for her understanding. I know I have told some of you the full extent of our friendship, but she...
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Have just spoken to mum who's made me cry as as she cried on the phone. Sh'e upset that she doesn't spend enough time with me and is too focused on my sister, it was something I grew accustomed to...
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Well this week has been up and down. Most definately one I wish ic ould re-live, have been so moody and depressed at times that I've lost a true friend as a result. Just wish I could speak to her...
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Morning was good, got to play with my niece and she's an angel that always makes me smile, but when they left I felt a little low for no reason at all. Then went to the gym and trainined like an...
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Now I feel really bad. Accidently signed out of MSN when someone I had sent quite an emotional offline message to, signed in and now I feel like an ignorant piece of something you'd rather not step...
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Ok first day feeling low off the meds. Feeling as though I'm just surviving again, didn't make it to the gym, didn't eat properly and cried myself to sleep this afternoon. Thankfully tomorrow...
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Just got back from a weekend away where I went to see a friend for his birthday and met up with a few other people that I see probably once a year, I divulged the past years events to them and...
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Ok Day 4 without the meds and i cried a little after talking to someone about my dad,, but I've always done that when he's become the topic of conversation. All in all though I'm feeling remarkably...
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Ok now its been 3 days without the meds and I'm feeling good. I've been able to train in the gym better and run every day which hasn't happened for months. The boost of self esteem from being...
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