OK been feeling a little better the last couple of days but still not on top form. Still feeling really lonely. I followed a link on facebook from someone there, for some photo rating thing called 'Hot or Not', so out of curiosity I decided to put up a picture to see if what I believe to be the case is true or not. Low and behold the votes have been coming in over the last couple of days and the results are as I expected a rather uneventful 3.6. So thank you all for trying to cheer me up and boost my confidence with your comments but please refrain from them. I don't want a to be filled with false hope, I had that last year and had been let down by someone and discarded like a dog discards an old bone. I was really hurt by what has happened I'm still am dealing with it and do not want to be going through that again.Apart from all that I've been trying to get my head around the business ideas that I've got and have decided to scrap them as I'm not going to be any good as a businessman so am having to rethink my life and career aspirations, which at 29 isn't what I wanted to be doing.
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big hugs hun you will always be hot to me xx
Everyone has their own opinions on others. My self esteem would not allow me to toy with the idea of putting myself up on a site whether I got a good or bad rating out of it. You might find it difficult to accept genuine comments given to you on DS by your \'friends\' (including me) but when we regard you as a friend then maybe our comments should perhaps be taken as a positive compliment. Its not easy for me to say this as I am exactly the same and if someone gives me a compliment I wonder what the hell they are lying for and take is as a negative comment. That said, I think you are a truly wonderful person within, you have cheered me up no end and I see no reason for you to start doubting the people on here that actually see you for who you are.
change4good thanks, I know you all mean well, its just I\'m not anything special to look at.