Ok its been a week since my last entry. This week has pretty much just happened and I've just gone along with it.  Mum and I have seemed to got over the altercation of 2 weeks ago.  Howevermy sister and her partner have decided to oust me from the family by revoking my invite to theirs for christmas dinner so that means that I'll be sitting by myself during the afternoon but mum has atleast sided with me and said that she will not be going either if I'm not welcome and will only be going over to drop of presents for them and so see the little ones.Been working for Nintendo this week, wooohooo (real bitter note of sarcasim there). You would think asking people if they wanted to play on a quirky little game for a minute whilst they waited for the items to be carried out from the stock room would generate some positive response, but no.  I might get one person pplay out of 20 so the day is really disheartening but hey its half decent money so I shouldn't really complain.  On a musical note I've not written anything for a week not really had any inspiration although I have started the search for a female singer songwriter to work with for a kind of Morcheeba / Lamb project.  Trying to give myself something to do next year but not sure if anything will ever happen.Still waiting to see the doc as this job isn't close to home so having to travel and its taking up most of my day but will make the effort to go and see him after xmas even though I'm feeling ok, not great because I know I need help and I want the help but I'm getting through without meds at the moment. Well all I'm not sure what else to update you all on.... any questions as always I'll answer them.   Take care and hope you all have a very Happy Christmas with plent of reasons to smile and laugh. Dave x