Richeart
Status: Self-awareness is the beginning of all wisdom. Loving of "what is", is the path for recovery from the codependency addiction.
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I'm learning to feel my feelings and to ask questions of myself. The main one, and the one that I've been REALLY successful at avoiding is what feelings am I avoiding about work? Something is...
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Gwen, you little darling! Do you understand how much you've just explained? Do you understand how right you are yet? It explains EVERYTHING! EVERYTHING !!!!! I thank God for sending you!
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"Stop mind-reading in order to avoid feeling pain." I've been asking the wrong question of myself. It is "How do you feel?" NOT "Why do you feel?" The the statement is "I feel unhappy", NOT "I...
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I'm happy and a little overwhelmed. We, my self and my fellow students, got our projects for class presentations last Monday, and my parner and I have been working feverishly to get it done. We spent...
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...How my mind works. It's different from many others, I assume. Following up on yesterday's post, I think I'm in the ballpark now in isolating the problem thinking; the "Motis Operandi" of my...
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What's going on here? Gwen my have joggled my memory and analytical mind after all. Could it be that I have stumbled-on to the real core belief this morning? The one that's causing all the...
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Things are better today. Getting all these thoughts out is helping. I've been trading thoughts with Gwen by messaging and some things are getting clearer, at the moment. One is that I'm beginning to...
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After answering yesterday's comments, I came up with this: I am fiercely independent, or want to be. I wondering if my exploratory phase was blocked when I was young. "I want to do it MY way" seems...
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Interesting; I'm just learning to teach myself that each thought or feeling does not need to be analyzed! Every "Why am I thinking this way or feeling this way in this MOMENT" does not to be disected...
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I made a 103 out of a possible 105 on my mid-term exam Thursday. Whoohoo! I must have missed one 2-point question in the main body of the exam; I got an extra 5 points for the last question. I hope...
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I did answer ya'lls comments on the previous entry and now I'll continue; I felt exhausted today and could not stay out of bed, until 2:30 pm. I had breakfast and lunch, and watched my recording of...
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But something funny, odd, is going on with my computer. There is no selection for font at the moment. I don't know why...I finished the 'fence' at Kay's yesterday, and realized it was the first...
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Before I go for the day, I noticed that since I've been able to accept myself with my faults, and my right to be who I am, I feel less of a sense that something is 'wrong' with me. That lingering...
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Interesting quotations by Nathaniel Branden from his older book called "The Psychology of Self-Esteem" that seems to concern me and some of my problems:"Neurosis, on the other hand, occurs when we...
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