Richeart
Status: Self-awareness is the beginning of all wisdom. Loving of "what is", is the path for recovery from the codependency addiction.
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Yesterday I went to "church" and our guest speaker was Don Miguel Ruiz Jr., son of D. M. Ruiz Sr., the author of "The Four Agreements". I found that what he was saying comformed almost exactly to...
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Happy Birthday to Meeee,Happy Birthday to Meeee,Happy Birthday Dear Meee...eeee,Happy Birthday to Meeee. Yep, done it again. I've made a lot of progress this year, and expect to make more from now...
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I feel I picked up some of Hoops' 'stress germs'. I had an exam last night that felt rather difficult, and I'm now working on another presentation for my Skills class with two other classmates. I had...
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I felt really good yesterday, and today. I would like to apologise to a couple of my friends for the arrogant comments I made to theirJournals. Sorry. I was in some sort of 'know-it-all' mood...
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Exciting! Stripping down to a pair of cotton shorts to sweat in a small blanket-covered dome out in the middle to a ranch in South Texas. What suprised me was that it was co-ed. Now, now, settle...
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Heading to Kerrville today, and to a 'sweat-lodge' ceremony tomorrow. More later.
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Hey Vee, the important thing about the 'crud' and the negative feelings is owning them, not pushing them out of conscioiusness. They're part of who we are, they ARE who we are. They are not seperate...
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I'll keep it shorter than yesterday. Here's an interesting awareness question: Whose feelings am I feeling (and protecting) , my false image's, or my real self's?
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One, I don't get to talk a lot, or I just choose not to talk a lot, except here. So when I do decide to talk, there's a whole lot to talk about, to get off my chest; and most likely it is feelings I...
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Lesson time. I am learning there is more than learning and understanding. There is also doing. Alot of what I am doing is futuristic, as in preparing for a future event (happiness) instead of being...
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I woke up first when my wife's alarm went off at 5:00 am, then finally got up at 6:30 am. My first thought was that I am worthless, and then that I am once again suffering from low self-esteem,...
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Progress continues on healing and accepting who I am right now. I'll still not where I want to be,and I'm not where I once was. Paying more attention to my thoughts and feelings definitely helps....
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Creepy as in creeping along, frustrating in that progress is so slow. Angry and sad describe my feelings. I actually feel guilty about not knowing how to fix these feelings yet, as though I "should"...
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Frustrating, and positive. After my entry yesterday, and by adding some of the previous entries revelations that were pre-conscious, I realized something that I want to practice doing, accomplish:...
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Lots of driving today, it is a good thing I enjoy driving. Once I got home my son drove me into Blanco to pick up my truck. I thought the problem was my caliper breaks, it wasn't, it was the "upper...
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