Richeart
Status: Self-awareness is the beginning of all wisdom. Loving of "what is", is the path for recovery from the codependency addiction.
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No news is good news. I'm kinda' played out at at the moment. Feel good though. May drive into San Antonio to visit the campus at UTSA (University of Texas @ San Antonio) to familiarize myself. I...
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More garbage! Stay loose here. Last night I made another addendum to yesterday's Journal entry. I quit writing to avoid the onslaught of feelings coming out of accusing my environment for not helping...
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So here's a thought. What if I enjoy solving problems soooo much, and that I like really challenging problems, that I fear if I solve this monumental problem I have, I'll be out of things to worry...
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Wow! Am I tired today! My little trip back down to the 'Ranch' was horrible! For 1, it's NOT the LAST time. We may go again next Tueday, if I choose to get somemore money. Left my house at 4:00 am to...
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Well, I'm heading back down to the "San Rafael de la Particion" Ranch again tomorrow with Berk and Mario, for one last time. We'll leave at 5 am, or so, and do a full days work. I need to get back in...
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So here's the deal: what I'm obsessing about is what I'm doing wrong, which keeps my focus on what I'm doing wrong, which brings on more thoughts of what I'm doing wrong! So my idea to rewrite the...
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I'm beginning to think that the only skills I have developed in my life is how to be truly codependent. I am having a difficult time admitting what I'm good at, or what I want to do: very typical...
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I'm tired. I'm going to take a break. I need some rest from this 'obsession' before I start another assult. Got off my Effexor xr Friday, felt a few episodes of euphoria Saturday, unprevoked. Feels...
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What a hellish time! Becky and I got into it last night, and we rerarely talk, especially about me and my feelings. I finally had to calm her down at one point by telling her that this was NOT a...
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E-mailed UTSA to get Master of Science in Psych. information. Although their Birth date info year only goes back to 1945. I hate age discrimination!
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Secondly, I don't see where this time spent is helping me get a job or a new career, Which is the priority: overcome codependent behaviors or a job?
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Getting into reading this group discussion can be intoxicating; I can see where my "advice" may be a result of being codependent myself; and I may be offering the wrong advice. Anyway, I need to be...
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Since I've developed the habit of "morning pages" again, some good things have come up. Tracking down the career problem is still the problem. How all this will work out in the future is a stressful...
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By the way, I added one more comment to the previous entry.I am feeling much calmer going into this new year (After the Winter Solstice) based on something I read in the same book, in the last...
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Here is something I hadn't heard or read about before that I feel is extremely important to keep me dedicated to the right direction:From the book "The Alcohol & Addiction Cure" by Pax and Chris...
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