Richeart
Status: Self-awareness is the beginning of all wisdom. Loving of "what is", is the path for recovery from the codependency addiction.
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Another light goes on. Avoidance. Avoidant persoanlity Disorder. The major feature (most simple explanation of symptom) is fear of being found out a 'fraud'. A fear of being evaluated. A fear of...
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Two ideas cme to me this afternoon (and thank you G for your input). 1) Avoidance and obsessive-compulsive (perfectionist) habits. I've never really asked what I'm afraid of that I have to be...
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Okay, G, you win. I'll concede your Obsessive - Compulsive diagnosis. Someone recently posted a thread to Cognitive Behavior of Personality Disorders by Aaron Beck. They only give the first two...
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Unfortunately I just wrote most of my thoughts down in a message to Vivi25, so you'll not see them. Oh well... First, I am NOT obsessing. I have a different viewpoint. I am an Introvert by nature...
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First let me say how much I appreciate my friends on DS, especially you two today who are my constant companions in my quest for recovery. I know I sound obsessive G, but I look at it as determined...
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Well...evidently I have reached a plateau. The need to write wordy entries has subsided. I'm figured some stuff out and satisfied at the moment. I'm settling in to the idea of learning who I really...
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Nothing much happening today, I'm taking it easy. I did spend all day yesterday finishing my proposal for my Research Design course. I haven't spent the time to formulate anything yet, conclusively....
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Same as yesterday, but not as good. My thoughts this morning were more about occupation. I think that's the right word for what I was trying to get to yesterday. When I allow my feeliongs to come...
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What a unique morning! I awoke near seven thirty, but stayed in bed until 12:30 afternoon. Why? Not becaused I was depressed, not because of the pills. No. Because I wanted to. Unlike a lot of...
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Two things come to mind today for me to work on (always trying). The first involves moods. I know that my Dr. noted that I had a 'mood disorder', especially being that I was going between euphoria...
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Just some thoughts about co-dependency this morning: Co-dependency is about alot of things, one is denial, as I mentioned before, of one's feelings, needs, problems, and control. It seems control is...
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Having lots of trouble with my computer, it takes too long to boot up. I may have to start over. I may be gone for a while if I have to reload the original program. We'll see. I restored my program...
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One day is not a trend, but I do feel better. I am practicing not trying to feel others feelings, like I used to do. Before I was hypervigilant to scan anyone and everything for their mood and...
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Now that i have convinced myself of the mechanics of what I'm doing, I need to set up an activity to correct what needs correcting. The explaination doesn't change anything, I must do something...
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After yesterday's morning entry and last night's jolt, I am recovering from the awareness of what happened. It turns out that it is working out fine. The admission that I have lost my self, my true...
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