CecilBGreen

I have random thoughts and mini epiphanies all day, every day. Probably some of the reason is I spend a lot of time driving and waiting on the job and have a 40 minute commute home. My mind has a...

So much better yesterday and today. Physically I felt better yesterday. Just stuffed up and aching ears and that was even better by the end of the day. Physically I feel pretty much back to normal...

Now i am having anxiety because I emailed those journal entries. My heart is pounding and I feel like running only I am still sick so I can barely breath anyway.I thought it was because my daughter...

I get so annoyed with him. He tells me to just accept my feelings. Acknowledge them and move on. He isn't hearing me. I can't fucking move on! If I could I wouldn't be sitting in his office every...

Yes i am going to die alone because I am a bitch. I am a bitch because when she rolled her ass out of bed after a night of smoking weed the first thing she said was that she wanted to buy a Roku. She...

I don't like being sick. I suppose no one does. I don't have the flu just a bad cold but I still don't like it. It just adds to my pissy mood.I don't have the energy for anything but making tea and...

My plans for the weekend have fallen through because of catching the plague that is going around. I tried a couple of times to set up for some photos but feel so yucky i  just climb back into the...

The 1970's were not the best of times and there are a whole bunch of songs that trigger some bad feelings and memories. As soon as one comes on the radio I rush to change it and if I can't change it...

Just a quick note before work. I have been dreaming a little bit more and not remembering most of them. Last night I took a Tramadol for some sciatica pain that hasn't responded to ibuprofen. I woke...

I'm still here. I deleted all my previous journal entries. I regret that. I think i may have been able to learn from the changes in moods and attitudes over time. I guess i start anew. I told my...