Feeling Better

So much better yesterday and today. Physically I felt better yesterday. Just stuffed up and aching ears and that was even better by the end of the day. Physically I feel pretty much back to normal this morning. Mentally....I'm good. The session was ok. I figured he would be mad at me but he wasn't though I was convinced he was at first. Either mad or sad. I didn't know until I got there that that was what i was anxious about...at least part of the anxiety.
I am so ready for sunshine and warmer weather. This winter seems to have been worse than others. I don't know if that is just my perception or if it actually has been.
I have a long weekend coming up in a couple of weeks. I need a full week off but I don't have that until August.
I basically like my job...a lot actually but some parts of it i hate and I don't think I cope with stress that well. I am too reactive and fatalistic. It really makes dealing with some people very difficult. I'm not feeling the joy of going to work today but once I get there I will be fine. Hopefully my interaction with one of the more difficult people will go ok. I am going to keep my expectations low so I don't react. I know that goes against the whole positive thinking rule but in this case I ralize she is an angry woman and if I can difuse it great but I may not be able to.