It has been a long night and morning. Today I feel like I am being torn in two peices, one side is the good side and the other side is the evil side, I am leaning more on the evil side right now....gggrrr!!! How much damage does a body have to take with this disease anyway!!! I feel broken!!! I feel discouraged!!! I feel helpless!!! I feel all alone!!!...this is the worst feeling for me to deal with!!! I am desperate to get out of here, this place I am in. If I go home feeling like this I may be headed for the danger zone. Just want to keep "me" back, I found me now I lost me again. Why does this keep happening to me????!!!! Bipolar makes me very frustrated and confused! I HATE IT!!!
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I hate it too somedays sweetie. It can be very dibilitating and frustrating. Picture this, me with huge metal braces on my teeth staring at myself in the mirror, thinking, Oh my God, what have I done? That is the moment for me. I pray for you and that you feel better soon. Hugs
I know the feeling. I\'m often confused...especially as of late. I may be very well headed into the danger zone...but for me...as long as the \"evil\" me subsides before the end of the day...I never talk about it with anyone. So therefore...keep myself at bay. In a way I guess.
Diseases and illnesses suck...and what\'s worst...is hardly any of them have any form of cure. *hugs* I know how you feel. You should have seen me the other day. *hugs* I\'m here for you.