Well, yesterday I did it and today I did it again only the opposite way!!! I am having a gggggrrrrrrrr day today!!! I met a new family doc today..ha ha! That was the beginning of a pointless day! I wanted to tear his face off everytime he looked at me! When I was at the drug store I had an urge to throw my pill jars accross the room...I really had to control myself! I am on so much meds I can't keep up with everything, I am almost sick of it, but I know I can't give in cause the enemy is waiting right outside my door....aahhh! I think I've fallen 10 steps backward just overnight, how the heck does this keep happening to me????!!!! I have all those horrible dark thoughts eating at my brain, thank God I'm taking the Lithium at least it helps to slow my brain! It is so tempting to give in to them...HELP! I won't survive back in that basement of despair and hopelessness!!!!!
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Pulpit,
Hey girl, I\'m here for you if you need anything? I know U hate taking the meds, but U have to do what U have to do to keep your sanity, So don\'t feel like your back in the basement. I\'ll do anything to HELP you, just let me know?
MUCH LUV & HUGS,
KAT
I know where you are. I\'ve had that feeling for a long time. So I know where you are, minus the meds.
I love you. I\'m sorry you\'re so down. Hopefully something will kick in and help soon.
This is such a complicated disease. I\'m praying for some stability for you with your meds and your thoughts.
You are kind and thoughtfull. I\'m with you!
I\'m praying today for you!! There is hope, I\'ve seen it happen more than once! xoxoxo
`kEEP tacking the Meds give them time to work ok
dont give yourself a hard time,
Hang in there Ramona, this too shall pass. Be good to you and stay med compliant.Give the lamictal a chance, you have to be raised,slowly. Please, please, get enough rest, this is so paramount! xoxoxoxo