It is Monday and I am feeling like I have found a part of my old self.  My friends I am visiting I haven't seen for over a year.  We had shared some fun times together when my bp was under control, and the last couple of days I have been feeling those fun and free feelings again.  I fogot how much fun it was to just hang out and be a fun bug!    We have had church every night and the services have been fantastic!  The church my friends go to is one of our larger chuches in our district and over the years I have made many friends here. It was so nice to see everyone and feel the excitment of the moment...too bad all of my moments weren't like this...but I am soaking in everything I can while I'm here in hopes to go   back home with a renewed spirit and attitude!  I miss home  very much and I almost changed me mind about leaving last week,  but I didn't and I am so glad I came.  There has been only a handful of times that the "beast" attacked me and I managed not to get dragged too far down!   I will be here until Satuday and am anxious to get home.    I miss talking to you all very  much.   Tonight I increase my dosage of Lamictal, so I'm pretty excited about that too.   Well just wanted to update you on how things are going with me and want to tell you all how very much I appreciate you and your support and friendship.  Talk soon .   Love and Prayers   Ramona xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo