Oh come on..how much of this depression is one expected to endure anyway!!! I felt great during the day and then this evening while we were half way through church I could feel this chemical effect taking place inside my brain, I'm serious, it felt like my brain was going off track or something...maybe I'm explaining it wrong? Anyway after that I was toast...gggrrrr! Because I have been having good periods during my days the down periods didn't annoy me at all, but tonight I am ticked offf Big time!! aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! Why can't I just stay feeling good all day???? I suppose I should be thankful for the times I do feel good, it just makes me so depressed to think about all the blessings I'm missing out on and all because I choose to...duh? I need to go to bed. Love you's all. oxxooxox
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That is a good way to look at it, to be grateful for the times you don\'t feel bad, I think I\'ll try that too... Hope you slept. xo
Sorry you\'re upset, it does get grueling at times, but I think you\'re right about being thankful for the good times,. Hang in there Ramona! xx
Hang in there Ramona. Something does happen inside your head, you\'re not nuts. Chemicals do change. I don\'t know if you\'re on any meds, but something isn\'t working right for you.
You\'ll get it figured out. In the meantime, I\'m praying for you..ok? ok!
Love ya. xoxoxo
You can\'t stay happy all the time..otherwise, you\'d be a robot. So as annoying and stressful as depression is...it proves you\'re not a robot.
Hopefully you keep the good times and moments in your memory.
well you seem to be blowing hot & cold but it is important that you get at least 4hrs sleep otherwise that will effect your mood also eat plenty of fruit ok