Empty
I went out with my friends last night. We had fun. It didn't last.
I feel empty. I do not care. I don't care what I watch, what I eat, what I see, what I do. They talked about seeing Magic Mike -- the hot guys in it. I honestly could not care less about it. I do not find anyone attractive or sexually stimulating. They had joked about going to an all male review. Umm, yeah, don't give a shit about that. I could see the hottest thing ever and think, meh. Who cares.
When even food has lost it's allure, I'm in big fucking trouble.
I don't know how to WANT again. My nether regions are probably shriveled and have cobwebs, not for my husband's lack of interest, but for mine. I love him. I love my kids. But I feel no attraction or pleasure. Empty might be a feeling?
If I sit too long I want to sleep. Time to move. I can't afford to sleep.
dea
I feel empty. I do not care. I don't care what I watch, what I eat, what I see, what I do. They talked about seeing Magic Mike -- the hot guys in it. I honestly could not care less about it. I do not find anyone attractive or sexually stimulating. They had joked about going to an all male review. Umm, yeah, don't give a shit about that. I could see the hottest thing ever and think, meh. Who cares.
When even food has lost it's allure, I'm in big fucking trouble.
I don't know how to WANT again. My nether regions are probably shriveled and have cobwebs, not for my husband's lack of interest, but for mine. I love him. I love my kids. But I feel no attraction or pleasure. Empty might be a feeling?
If I sit too long I want to sleep. Time to move. I can't afford to sleep.
dea
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