maybe it's not appropriate

I'm laughing at things that are probably not appropriate.  I have been having a juvenile sense of humor and my daughters were making me laugh with "Yo Mama" jokes.  My husband told me I shouldn't be encouraging them. 
I put an ecard on my FB today that I thought was funny but i'm afraid I probably alienated or offended people.
I thought it would be better than posting depressing shit.  I mean, I have felt so bad that I've become almost delusional. isn't it better to try to be positive? to be laughing?  no, according to my husband and everyone else I have to behave like an adult.  blah.
I feel like telling everyone to get the fuck over themselves.  I've had enough.
truth is, I am more mature than this and kind and caring.  I think about others' feelings before I speak and I try to be good.  today I just want to either take a nap or listen to my teenage music and dance until I cannot stand any more.
it's probably inappropriate.
but who the hell cares?
dea