Checking in...

I made it through my 2nd Moms day without my Gregor…  Wonderful church service, lot's of HUGS and shed a few tears.  My wonderful Husband went with me, you see he's a Christian but also says he's Baptist and I go to a Lutheran church, but he knew it was going to be a tough day for me, so he held my hand and even liked my Pastor and loved the music.  He says he's use to a blue varied lady playing an organ and you sing from a Hymn book.  Anyways, he's going to start going with me, yea, no more separate services.  :)
 
Sorry I'm not on much, but I am on FACEBOOK every day and check in on 'us' Moms.
 
Hope you all made it through yesterday as best you could, but I knew my son was with me.  
 
Had a good afternoon too,, stopped by to see my Mom and only stayed a couple of hours.  (I was there for 5 hours Friday, all day Saturday…  I would stay longer but she smokes, and I do not, allergic…)
 
Then just started making some Quilling stuff, lite dinner, but then it HIT me, Wes went to sleep, I couldn't sleep, started crying and crying…  Got up, got out Gregor's little outfit he wore home from the hospital, over 33 years ago…  Finally fell asleep with it on my pillow...
But I can say I'm OK, yes it still sucks, but I am learning what my life is like without my son...
 
Again HUGS to all the Moms...
 
Gregor's Mum, Julie