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- I'm a college student , architecture major and we have to design a HOSPITAL in 4 months , you don't know it but designing a hospital is the hardest thing in architecture , I'm scared because I become depressed every year in October which is soon ,...
- Does it do bipolar disorder justice ? For me , I'm a lot less extreme when it comes to the mania and a lot more extreme when it comes to the depression . I lost 40lbs in a month during my first major depression and my last one lasted for 6 whole...
- I gained a lot of weight because of the meds and now nothing fits me and I don't feel like buying new clothes , I was never skinny but this is atrocious , 220 lbs is a lot for a 22 year old , I feel like I'll never get married of have kids because...
- I'll tell you the biggest problem in my life , I always want things I'm not destined to have . I want to have a tremendous IQ , that's not gonna happen . I want to fall in love and get married , not gonna happen either . I wanna be a fashion...
- My step dad is a nice guy but he started acting weird a week a go , he told my to give him a kiss then he touched my lips with his . I had nightmares that night , I don't need this shit right now , maybe that's just the way he was brought up , but...
- I'm high again , I spent about 3000$ on makeup , shoes , clothes , accessories and a clarisonic aria .
- I stumbled apron my dad's porn stash when I was eleven , ELEVEN , do u believe that shit ? Any way I think that's why I like to watch anime porn today , u know , hentai and stuff , especially the hardcore ones , I blame my dad for being so fucked up...
- I just ran out of creative juices , I sat down yesterday and literally drew the worst drawing ever , it was so bad it wasn't even worth crying about , I know this is a problem for a lot of us , I need to know why and how to over come it .... Ur...
- I gained more weight because of the bipolarity meds , I feel awful .
- I kinda gave up on school , I study archeticture in a very esteemed college , I got my depressive episode 8 months ago and it lasted for 7 months so naturally I flunked 2 subjects , I don't study anymore , I stopped taking serquel , I sleep and eat...
- I really wish I could make love to someone I love , but that's not gonna happen because no one will ever love me because I'm fat , hairy , dirty and sick.This is not depression talking , this is reality.
- i got accepted into the international high iq society and now I feel even dumber than before , I don't know why , I'm supposed to be happy but I feel dumb , I've always felt dumb and talentless despite the fact that I draw and people say I draw well...
- I have it ( unfortunately ) and I did a little research and found out that some women who use lamictal have that problem , did u notice something like that ?
- Great... Another gift of god sent from heaven to the poor me , this way I'll never get married or have kids.... If u wanna know what fistula is ,google it but I won't recommend it , it's sad and disgusting .I think I'll give up soon.
- My colleagues ( my fellow college students) , many of them hate me because I used to be the top of my class now I flunked two subjects and I think they're happy because of it. They say things behind my back and when I ask for help they lie and say...