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FINALLY I was able to ...!!!

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Finally I was able to finish an art piece in 2 days .... I hope you like it :)http://fav.me/d77fc7u
Really pissed off....

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So I wanted to make money online by writing hubs on hubpages .... My first hub that I poured my heart into is regected . I'm really pissed , I thought it was ok and I really needed the money ... I don't know why I wrote this .. Just venting I guess...
Why god did this to me...

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Why did god let that a**hole sexually abuse me ?Why did god let my father be a jerk all my life?Why did god let my friends abuse me?Why did god make me bp?Why did god let that bi*** hurt me for 10 years?I don't know.....I honestly don't know....
This drawing by me ...

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I used to draw and think I'm a good artist it's the thing that kept me going , but now I'm in doubt , I don't think I'm an artist at all , I don't draw anymore , I'm frustrated with my technique ...Tell me what you think of this drawing ( drew it...
Religion and doubt and bp....

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Sometimes I feel guilty because usually I'm nagging at god , thinking he doesn't exist , thinking he exists and hating him for all the crap I've been through all my life , thinking I'll go to hell for that . I really don't wanna go to hell , I've...
Losing 90 lbs !

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I have a LONG way to go .... 90 lbs is a lot and yoyo dieting caused my body to stop losing weight . I am also bipolar and the meds cause weight gain .i can't go med free either .
Just failed the exam AGAIN....

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I think this whole bp thing is seriously missing up my life , I just failed a subject again this year . I got sick again this past year and missed on a lot of classes . I am seriously considering suicide as an option .My heart is heavy and I can't...
Spending money while depressed

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I spend a lot of money on useless things when depressed which is weird because I thought mania is associated with spending money and poor judgement not depression.Any thoughts on how or why is that possible ?
I think I'm addicted to sedatives ....

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I take inderal and I sleep immediately , it makes all my problems go away because when I sleep I don't face them . I really don't need this in my life .... What do I do ?
Merry Christmas everyone :)

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Just wanted to say merry Christmas to everybody here .I actually feel somewhat good about the future even though there is a big chance I fail this year in college AGAIN .Anyway .... Super merry Christmas to all of you :)
should i go to the US ??

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I study architecture and my university has this 6 weeks program where we go to Texas and participate in a workshop about a new construction material .....i want to go but i`m so scared for so many reasons :1- English is not my first language and i`m...
Who loves his/her doctor ??

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Just wondering.....
I feel gr8...kiddin

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I feel like shit , I have to draw 17 huge working drawings and my peers will draw only 5 because I did not work when I was supposed to because of depression and f***** bp disorder , I hope I don't flunk this year..... Shit ... I feel like I'm not...
Share a good thing today

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Share with us something good that happened today....
Shadow of what I used 2 B

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Hi , it's been quite a while since I last wrote here , I passed my exams and now I'm in year 3 in college , I only failed 2 courses and I'll be studying them this year . But I noticed that my energy lvl is hideous . I can barely study and I walk...

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