zeinna
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- I have the opportunity to get my masters degree from Milan in Italy .The university itself is quite prestigious and I could actually get a great education .The thing is : I'll be studying for a year and a half away from home and my country.I don't...
- I started working a couple of weeks ago as a teaching assistant. It was hell, I had nightmares every night , barely slept at all ,throwing up ,and I think I went through an anxiety episode.My mom ( breadwinner of the family ) won't let me take...
- I finished my undergraduate studies in architecture school last may , and now I'm looking for work but it seems that the 3.3 GPA of mine is not enough ! I applied at a prestigious university as a teacher's assistant and they rejected me right away...
- It's good to be back :) I'm graduating from architecture school in a week , i don't know how I'm supposed to feel, my graduation project is not on par with the others but again ,i had a mixed mania episode that lasted two months and almost destroyed...
- I did the ultimate thing - the most painful for an introvert , bp , missed up person : I told my mom EVERY THING , about her tearing my flesh as a child , about my dad emotional abuse and him preferring my brother over me , about feeling trapped (by...
- BE WARE , This might upset some of you or remind you of painfull stuff .I read all the time about people who had a tough childhood , sexual abuse , bad parents , bullying .... And I relate to all of that but not nearly as bad as most people...
- This is the first time , I've never had one . Here are some of my symptoms:1-I fantasize about strangling my mom ( she physically abused my as a kid , tearing off my skin with her nails )2-I laugh hard for no reason when I'm alone , really REALLY...
- Hi , I'm zeinna , I'm 23 years old and I just discovered I have pcos which sucks since I'm also bipolar ....I like drawing , painting , arts and crafts , reading and movies .That's pretty much it .so, c u around .
- I maybe have cystic ovaries syndrome which basically means I'll always be childless and fat .....
- I think life is beginning to not suck for me , I passed all my exams even the ones I was sure I wasn't going to . I started reading again , bought a lot of great award winning books .I am also studying now for the finals and I think I'm going to...
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- I'm 23 years old now and I'm yet to love someone , I've never had a boyfriend nor have I felt love towards anyone . My mom says if I'm not married by the time I'm 25 , I'll never get married !! Yes this is how it works in here :( so the question is...
- So nowadays people in here have been making fun of mentally ill people , they call them crazy which is wrong and rude , and jokes about how students in faculty of engineering ( which I'm in ) are (( crazy )) is starting to get to me .... You have no...
- Recent scientific research found that bp decreases the grey matter in parts of the brain , grey matter is responsible for almost every thing the brain is capable of . The good news is that lithium increases the amount of grey matter.It sucks because...
- I failed 3 courses in university ( architecture major ) which means I won't be able to advance this year to the next , I'm stuck in year 3 . We don't have credit hour system by the way ( how stupid ! ) .Normally I would shut down and lose hope but I...