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- I am so glad this day is almost over. My whole body feels like someone took a baseball bat to it. My disrespectful sons basically pay no attention to me on Mother's day. I took extra steroids today because I hurt so bad. The cold, weird weather...
- I have been depressed and sad for over a year about the way my sons treat me. Today, I was thinking to myself that I was a good mom & there is NO reason they should treat me with disrespect. I did the best I could & they never needed or really...
- For all of you who don't mind reading a religious book, I have a great recommendation. It's titled "Embraced by the Light". Im sure most of you have heard of it or read it. I have read it 50 times, but whenever I feel really depressed, I read it...
- My teeth have started hurting in the last 2 days. I have always had nice, strong teeth. I am wondering if it is my Hashis, PMR or the medication. Anyone else have "sore" teeth? It's a weird sensation.
- I am dreading Mothers Day. 1 son-I haven't spoken to for 6 months, 1 son-doesn't talk or call unless he needs something, 1 son-is struggling & has resorted to not calling us or answering texts. I have failed miserably and feel like Im no longer...
- I had another session of bio-feedback. Ive had 6 sessions & don't feel like it's done anything for me. My marriage is my biggest stressor for me. My husband has always been a major mamma's boy & is still under his mothers thumb at 53. She has always...
- My brother called me & asked how things were, with my son, etc..He knows I am severely depressed, our mother was. We were talking really nice & then he says "you know, you have a tendency to let your emotions overcome you & rule you" and "you need...
- I am new to this site, thank you for listening...I have Hashimotos, which lead to PMR. I took steroids for about 5 months & my doctor told me to taper off. I had myself down to 1mg per day. I read online NOT to wean off them too quickly, or you...
- I had to start taking steroids again yesterday, as my PMR has returned in full force. I also started a new anti-anxiety med yesterday too (atarax). I TRIED to go to bed at 10pm.. It is not almost 6am here & haven't slept a full hour all night. WIDE...
- We called our alcoholic son yesterday. He has been holed up in his apartment wallowing in his misery. I get that a little, I have been so depressed at times, I haven't felt like going out of the house. He has had the opportunity to go out to his...
- We called our youngest son yesterday (the one with the drinking problem). He has been holed up in his apartment wallowing in his misery. I get that a little, I have been so depressed at times, I haven't felt like going out of the house. He has had...
- During my bio-feedback, the therapist told me to close my eyes, dig deep inside myself & try to figure out what things are making me so unhappy.. I tried. I suddenly felt like I am no longer a whole person, there is no where TO dig. I feel...
- I started bio-feedback last Thursday. I went again yesterday & had 2 more sessions today. Im not sure if it's helping or not, I guess it's too soon to tell. The therapist said my "alpha" waves are as low as they can be & he only sees that in people...
- The last year & a half has been THE worst of my life. My childhood was a nightmare, my first marriage was a nightmare & my 2nd marriage (which Im still in) has turned out to be a big disappointment. My sons have hurt me more than anyone ever has....
- My psychiatrist put me on 100mg Seroquel 3 weeks ago. At first, it helped a lot. The longer I take it, the worse I feel. I woke up this morning & my first thought was "I have no choice but to kill myself". My suicidal thoughts have pretty much...