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- I started taking steroids for PMR. I also have beginning stages of RA. I have been taking them for almost 2 months. My depression & anxiety seem to be getting worse. I quit taking the steroids on my own 3 days ago. My pain is coming back, but I...
- My cockatiel I have had for over 15 years died in hands tonight. I bawled like a baby for 2 hours. I woke up at 3 this morning, cried a little more. Now, I feel nothing. A thought popped into my head "I have been hurt & disappointed SOOOO many times...
- I am SO tired & weary of my never-ending symptoms, mainly lethargic feeling, DEPRESSION, & fatigue. I am on Armour now, but haven't seen any big difference between it & synthroid. I am so frustrated. I can't work, because I have panic attacks all...
- My youngest son told me today that his older brother, my ES, wrote him a text saying "I am leaving now, you had your chance to help me & didn't. Tell mom & dad I hope my punishment is enough for them". My youngest also told me that right after I...
- Last night, I was watching a show on EWTN, a Catholic network. This man said to ask God to make you a worthy vessel for his love, grace, mercy & Holy Spirit" I did, & I feel SO much better this morning. It's been a ROUGH last 4 days dealing with my...
- My 2nd oldest son, who has the little boy, is just miserable. I found out that his girlfriend threatens to leave him at least once a week & take his son with her. She is REALLY immature, & has a sense of entitlement like Ive never seen before. She...
- I got to see my grandson last night! It's been 2 months, & he's grown so much. He ran right up to me & hugged & kissed me, just like in my dreams. Thank you God! His mother (my son's girlfriend) was very stand offish. Avery ate dinner with us, & he...
- I have contemplated suicide more times than I can count. Some days are worse than others. I am now in the midst of switching medications. I know to expect a few bad days in between. I actually had 90 tablets of Xanax in my hand and to my mouth...
- For the last 2 months, my 2nd oldest son is not speaking to me. He has a 2 1/2 year old little boy, Avery, that I love with my whole heart. I have never once told them no for babysitting.. He & his girlfriend are VERY good parents. I had been...
- Hello all, I was wondering who else has passed on genetic tendencies to their children? I passed along the rotten genes of depression & alcoholism to my children. This is the root cause of my guilt & sense of responsibility for their problems. My...
- Last week, my ES called & was FULL of apologies & remorse. I knew something was up. His girlfriend left him again (for the 3rd time) & moved to Arizona. After talking for about 5 minutes, he said "mom, I need to move home". There it is, the catch. I...
- I have not posted in a long while & am once again sorry for anyone I let down. I have been sick, physically & emotionally. Had thyroid surgery to remove a tumor, now have other stress-induced problems. Nothing has changed with my eldest son. My...
- Hello, I don't know if Im in the right group, but I am hoping someone can help me, please. My son is 21 & is an alcoholic. I see him flushing his life down the toilet a little more every day. I have begged him to move home, or to let us take him...
- FT4 (free thyroxine)-..99TSH-2.26Free T3-3.45 These are about mid-range normal according to his chart, so he told me "none of your symptoms are connected to your thyroid issues". He was just going to let the growths on them "slide" & told me if I...
- The endo told me that my depression is independent from my thyroid. Really? Then he found the huge growth on my thyroid & still insisted that my depression is separate. Any thoughts?