grapewoman

It's been a long time since I've been on here.  I hope everyone is doing well.  I've been in such a depression that I can't seem to shake.  Even though I had my neck surgery, I still have pain....

I haven't been on here in awhile.  My Mom has been in and out the hospital.  We finally took her to Hospice yesterday about 2:30pm and she passed away this morning at 12:30am.  At least I was able...

Well, the day has come and gone. I didn't go to the service his dad had planned. I didn't agree with some of the things done and sure didn't feel welcomed. I was having a conversation with my...

Well, I had my surgery 2 weeks ago today.  I've stayed home like a good little girl.  Today was the first time I drove, been in a car even.  i was going to town to meet my Mom and grocery shop....

I just don't know where to begin.  I haven't been on here at all.  I'm still taking the Cymbalta and I just haven't really felt myself.  Yes, the jumbled thoughts are better.  But I really don't...

I just don't know what to do anymore!  Last week was just horrible and I went back to the doctor on Friday about my latest accident and also about my anxiety.  I can't seem to make the doctor...

I was just wondering if you all had any advice for medication.  I went to a clinic about a month ago and she prescribed citalopram.  I tried it for about two weeks but it left me with more anxiety...

I have a question for everyone.  We had my son, Robert, cremated.  The original plan was to spread his ashes over the slough on his grandparents property where he loved to fish and hang out.  Now,...

I just wanted to thank all of you, my friends and everyone else, for being my support system!!  I don't get on here near enough to give you all hugs, so I just wanted to give a BIG GROUP HUG!!!  I...

I keep trying everyday to find a little happiness.  I can tell the relationship with my husband is changing.  I'm not sure if he's in a new stage with his drinking or if I'm in a new stage in my...

I just want to say Happy Thanksgiving to all you wonderful Moms on here!  I know this is not a good day for us emotionally.  For me, it marks the six month anniversary of my son's funeral.  I'm...

I just can't believe that I can't even have this day, this horrible day, end with arguing with my drunk husband?!?!  Today marked six months since my son passed.  And it started snowing this...

As the holidays approach and I'm already stretched thin physically, mentally and emotionally, I also have to deal with an alcoholic husband.  This is nothing new.  He's been an alcoholic for...

The closer it gets closer to my six month anniversary of my son's death, I feel like I'm falling apart.  I'm crying more, I came home today and starting drinking.  I know it's not the answer, but...

Finally went to a doctor Friday and got some medicine that actually helps my nerve pain.  I feel like a new woman.  I am so thankful to finally not be in so much physical pain.  Maybe I can...