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So I hadn't seen my son in over 2 months since Michelle left me June 20th and I really thought in my mind that I never was going to see my son again. A week and a half ago my parents went to go drop...

It's so hard, I called you my wife once upon a time and now we're not even friends! But even the pain you have caused and the torture I have endured my heart doesn't want to let go of you. I see you...

God I'm sitting here at work and have down time and can't help but think how much I've lost and it puts me in a depressed mood. I understand that I need to let her go but my heart just won't allow me...

What the hell is wrong with people in this world! So I was couped up inside all day yesterday but feeling good, later on that evening I decided I needed to get out of the house and go for a drive. I...

What the hell is wrong with people in this world! So I was couped up inside all day yesterday but feeling good, later on that evening I decided I needed to get out of the house and go for a drive. I...

Second post today and I'm in tears as I write this, I just found out that I've lost my son forever. My mother spoke with my stbx wife's mother to speak with her grandson and my mother asked her mom...

So yesterday I went back to work after being out for two weeks due to surgery and it felt great to be back, I happened to work a 12 hour shift and during the entire time I was at work I didn't think...

I've been alone all weekend long including today, ever since my wife left me I've been living with my parents but this past weekend they took off out of town to take my father to the doctor and my...

Well its been a week since my surgery and physically I'm feeling better, I know that while I was in the hospital I was an emotional wreck. Never in my life have I had any type of surgery, I've never...

It's been a while since I've been on here, update from the last time. I had surgery Aug. 3rd, so to add to my emotional pain, there's now physical pain on top of it.

39 days since she left, there's still a terrible pain within me. She's done so much too me already, she's already with another man, a younger asshole at that and she's already laid down for him. As...

Today I had my first session of counseling, my first thoughts going in were "this is nerve wrecking and scary"! I base alot of my life on what I see on tv and movies so going into that office I...

As I sit here working, I can't help but think about everything that's gone wrong in my life. All I want is for this pain to go away, as much pain as she's put me through I still love her. Why do we...

So I went to our home yesterday to check on it, it's been 32 days since my wife left me and things get slightly less hard everyday but the pain is still there, my heart is still aching from the...

I woke up this morning feeling sad about my current situation, being a separation/divorce. After countless hours of googling information about coping and handling divorce and how to win your spouse...