Letter of my death!

It's so hard, I called you my wife once upon a time and now we're not even friends! But even the pain you have caused and the torture I have endured my heart doesn't want to let go of you. I see you with someone else and it brings my eyes to tears, I know that our marriage is over, dead! Sometimes I believe that dying would be easier than dealing with all the agony and pain of dealing with this. You told me that you wanted a separation and little did I know you had already moved on, leading me like a lost puppy and making believe that there was still a chance of reconciliation. We spent 8 years together and you broke my heart, you killed every hope and dream I had, you destroyed my world and made me lose all my aspirations in life. You told everyone I abused you, that I harassed you at work and had me banned from your job with your lies. How much more stupid can I be for still loving you after everything that you've put me through, does it make you feel good to purposely hurt me, does 8 years mean absolutely nothing to you? I was no perfect husband and I never claimed to be but I did try my best to provide for you and my son and now it's all gone. If your intention was to hurt the hell out of me, well congratulations, you succeeded! I hate you for what you've done and things could've been handled better than they were. Filing for divorce was the hardest thing that I've ever had to do in my life, I didn't want to do it but I could no longer stay with you knowing that you no longer loved me. I did it for me, I did it so I could begin healing, so I could move on with my life. I know one day I will be able to forgive what you did, but right now all that fuels me is anger and hate. One day I shall see light at the other end of the tunnel!