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This is post like no other that I have ever put up, I've mentioned before that I started talking to a woman close to a year ago well I fell in love with this woman and just the other night she told...

So I've been gone for quite a while from here, I wanted to come back and just do a update on my life and what's been happening. In my last update from June I mentioned that I was talking to a woman...

So I haven't been on here in several months and I'd thought that I would chime in on myself and update my journal. In the last several months that I haven't been on here I've had a couple things...

So some people go off the deep end after a breakup, separation, divorce etc... some people lean to drugs, some people have promiscuous sex with strangers, some lean to drinking to take away the pain...

This is my first journal entry of the 2013 year, I just really haven't had the want to write anything about my life but I know this will help me in the future when I look back. So I have been doing...

So it's the very last day of 2012, we must say goodbye and welcome 2013! Many things happened to me this year and one spontaneous eruption that would forever change my life, for better or worse has...

I'm not completely over my ex-wife but im getting close..................it feels so odd to say that because she was just...my wife for so long, I've been making improvement on not dwelling on the...

I don't Apologize (1000 Pictures)No I don't apologize for taking back the life that I deserveIt's like we took a thousand pictures just to watch them burnAnd with every moment wasted, it doesn't feel...

I thought I was moving forward but I can clearly see in me that I am regressing to what I became after my ex-wife left me. I feel myself slipping back into that dark place I allowed myself to stay...

As halloween just passed I couldnt help but look around at all the parents with their smiling children and their laughter which made me think that being a parent is a beautiful thing but I quickly...

It's been nearly a month since my divorce went through and I'm glad she didn't show to the final hearing because I don't know how I would have taken that final goodbye. It's been 5 close to 6 months...

Its been a while since my last entry but several new things have developed since I was last on her, a couple bad and good things have happened to me. I guess the bad first, well I permanently lost my...

I realize I havent been on here in a  while, I have my final divorce proceeding this friday at 2pm and I'm ready to so be done with it and just move forward. I don't think about my ex too much...

I realize I havent been on here in a  while, I have my final divorce proceeding this friday at 2pm and I'm ready to so be done with it and just move forward. I don't think about my ex too much...

I've had my son living with me since school started which has been great and I love him to death, I thought at one point I would never see him again and that one day he would blame me for...