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I have so many papers to write!!AAAH!! Only 3 more weeks till this bloody semester is over!!I'm so tired of school. I've been in and out of school for 10 years now and I'm just so sick and tired of...

So tired, but I feel like I had to write. I've had the most busiest school semester ever!! I never really knew that college could be so hard, but maybe it's cuz I'm taking upper division classes and...

Gosh, after hearing what happened at Virginia Tech, I feel aweful!..It makes me think that shootings like that can happen at any school...My condolences to the victims and their family!! ...

I'm going to buy a laptop soon with my tax return money!! Yeahee!! My first laptop! That way I can be here anytime I want!!...except during class time (lol), but I probably will anywayz :P I'm...

GOSH, I WISH I CAN BE ON THIS SITE MORE OFTEN, BUT MY FREAKIN' CLASSES HAVE GIVEN ME WORK UP TO MY NECK IN PREPARING PRESENTATIONS, RESEARCH PAPERS, TESTS, ETC.!!! I DEEPLY APOLOGIZE IF I HAVEN'T...

What can I say? I'm so glad I went to Hawaii to see if I would be able to live and go to school there. And now, I've decided to take one of the biggest steps in my life, and that is to move to the...

My panic attacks have been coming again and without warning!...I hate this. A few days ago, I couldn't sleep so I took a pill and the moment I took it, a mild panic attack came!! But I rode it out...

Gosh, I was so pissed yesterday evening!I went out with some of these new friends from school. They seemed cool when I met them during the first weeks of the semester, but last night,when all of us...

HI EVERYONE!! Sorry I haven't been on for the last couple of days cuz midterms are this week and next, so I've been preparing to pass. I don't think UH will accept me if I don't pass these...

It's weird, but being single for almost six months is SO new to me! All my life (practically since I was 13) I've had a boyfriend. I'd say the longest time I've been single prior to these six months...

I'm so scared to be dependent on my new medication for panic attacks!...I don't wanna be hooked like some people I personally know. My cousin is hooked on so many prescription pills and he is the...

I GOT A LETTER FROM UH AND I AM ACCEPTED YEAYEEEE!!!I CAN'T WAIT! I CAN'T WAIT!

I'm starting to feel alil better. I went to the gym and the panic attack came again when I got off the treadmill!!...I was gonna run straight to the office to tell them, but I tried my hardest to...

I went snowboarding last night for the first time and had so much FUN!...I was scared at first, but I think I got the hang of it!...I wanted my brother (who is way better at it than I am) to keep me...

I feel like I have no time or energy to do the things I wanna do (like hang out with my new friends and exercise)...I don't know what it is, but I take energy vitamins and drink plenty of water and...