lonely1

I don't know about him anymore. We argue alot now and I can't understand half the things he says. He's always going off on a tangent when he says things. I didn't want this to happen. I just wanted...

Today I'm going to work at my internship and I'm gonna show that I can do abetter job than the other intern. I will get things done on time and accurately, speak up with I have questions in a smooth...

I can't sleep. I went to bed alittle past midnight and woke up around 4am!! I've been sleeping over at my friend's house and only sleeping around 3-4 hours a night! I've been having short  term...

Well, I feel alittle better. My internship is going very smooth and the people there treat me nice! I noticed that the "doors are always open" whenever I need help, which is awesome!!! I'd like to...

I know this is not a big deal, but when the hell is that guy next door gonna come out? lol I wish I could see him again, and I don't wanna knock on his door. His truck has been sitting here for...

Omg, I just found out that througout the time I've been in school, I've taken out way too many loans already for college. If I change my major to design and stay in school for two more years, I'll be...

I feel alittle light headed from the Xopenex. I just took one puff like my mom said and it worked pretty good. My chest doesn't feel as heavy and I'm not coughing. I really really hope this isn't...

Ok. I'm wondering now. I feel like alot of my friends avoid me because I vent out to them about how I feel. And I have to admit that whenever I'm getting over a crisis that puts me through alot of...

Calming down alittle bit more. I need to think alittle bit more as well. I have to give my dog his med, so I think that's what's holding me in control because I love him so much.I'm mainly hurt...

I'm feeling suicidal. I don't know what to do. The feelings of the panic attack are coming in at the same time I feel utter loneliness. Every potential relationship just falls through the ground. I'm...

Everybody has someone it seems. I'm always alone. I hate this. Sometimes I just wish it would all end. what's the point of living if you don't have someone that loves you? Money and material things...

He said that he's planning on going to his home country before October. I think it's to see the other woman. Gosh, how stupid can that woman be? I'm sorry, I know it's my own gender, but wtf?! He's...

I'm trying to feel better. So far, my breathing is much better. My chest doesn't feel as tight as before in the last few days. It feels pretty clear but I still cough here and there. Mainly if my...

I'm so sick of thinking about him and trying to figure him out! I mean, I still have feelings for him, I'm wondering if I do love him. All I know is that I miss him and miss being around him with all...

I'm so confused yet not really. I don't know if my man is still sleeping with his soon to be ex-wife or not. I'm wondering if he was during our first few months together. I have a feeling he is and...