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Ok. I was so curious to find out how he looked like so I asked him if he wanted to hang out tonight, but now I know that was a BIG mistake!!! He was a complete a-hole, talked very negatively about...

   Maybe if I just stop thinking too much about the future and just let things be, than I'll be able to get some sleep. I thought about this and can relate this to the secret by "letting things...

  Well, I found out that I don't have to take a full load of classes next semester, so I have guarranteed less stress in less than 2 months!! Finally! Since I'll have more free time, I've decided to...

    Ok, I blew up on my mom and told her over the phone that I have to move out. It's gonna be alittle hard, but I think I can manage. I can't live here at my mother's house and monitor her...

Well, I've decided to cancel my memebership on that dating site that I always see the guy on. I just hope this will help me get over him. I was thinking maybe I should just stop going on the site for...

Well, I went to a tarot reader today, and she totally pissed me off! First of all, she rushed the 15 minutes of our reading and not elaborating enough on what she was saying about the situation I was...

   I just found out that I'm not over the guy I met online about a year ago!! In between, I was talking to another guy online, but I got over him quickly, but then I started going back on this...

Gosh, I hate how homework is taking over my social life that I'm trying to maintain. One of my good friends from another state just recently moved back here to California, and I try to hang out with...

   Well, lately, my psychologist told me that maybe if I write in my hardbound journal (which I'll do tonight) right before I go to bed to clear my mind, I might be able to fall asleep faster. You...

It's funny, but I haven't been writing in my regular journal (hardbound book) lately because I've been writing on this website more often. I've kept a journal for more than ten years and I feel...

  I don't know why I haven't been able to sleep properly for the last two weeks! I feel ok, I get things done on time, so I don't know why I can't sleep! It's driving me nuts!! I can't go to bed...

   Well, one of my long lost good friends found me on MySpace the other day and so we just talked on the phone for almost 4 hours straight today!! He is one of the most smartest and most...

  I start school in about an hour. Honestly, I don't feel like going much because I didn't get a chance to fully enjoy my two weeks vacation because my dog had several minor injuries on his feet and...

    Last night I couldn't sleep. I also couldn't breathe for some weird reason. I thought I was going to get panic attacks again, but I didn't get the usual tingling feeling  and darkened vision...

Well, I'm back home and I like it much better. I don't know what it is. Well, for one thing, I stopped smoking cigs now! At least that. I just feel lonely now. All I do is go to school, come home,...