lonely1

    Last night I couldn't sleep. I also couldn't breathe for some weird reason. I thought I was going to get panic attacks again, but I didn't get the usual tingling feeling  and darkened vision...

Well, I'm back home and I like it much better. I don't know what it is. Well, for one thing, I stopped smoking cigs now! At least that. I just feel lonely now. All I do is go to school, come home,...

   I hope I'm doing the right thing. Everytime I talk to one of my friends or family from back home, I get a good feeling. I already know that I'll feel at home and at the right place. I promise...

I'm really pissed off at the fact that I feel like my friends that I thought I had back home don't really call me anymore. They only call me once a month (not even once a month, more like once every...

I feel alittle light headed from the Xopenex. I just took one puff like my mom said and it worked pretty good. My chest doesn't feel as heavy and I'm not coughing. I really really hope this isn't...

Ok. I'm wondering now. I feel like alot of my friends avoid me because I vent out to them about how I feel. And I have to admit that whenever I'm getting over a crisis that puts me through alot of...

Calming down alittle bit more. I need to think alittle bit more as well. I have to give my dog his med, so I think that's what's holding me in control because I love him so much.I'm mainly hurt...

I'm feeling suicidal. I don't know what to do. The feelings of the panic attack are coming in at the same time I feel utter loneliness. Every potential relationship just falls through the ground. I'm...

Everybody has someone it seems. I'm always alone. I hate this. Sometimes I just wish it would all end. what's the point of living if you don't have someone that loves you? Money and material things...

He said that he's planning on going to his home country before October. I think it's to see the other woman. Gosh, how stupid can that woman be? I'm sorry, I know it's my own gender, but wtf?! He's...

I'm trying to feel better. So far, my breathing is much better. My chest doesn't feel as tight as before in the last few days. It feels pretty clear but I still cough here and there. Mainly if my...

I'm so sick of thinking about him and trying to figure him out! I mean, I still have feelings for him, I'm wondering if I do love him. All I know is that I miss him and miss being around him with all...

I'm so confused yet not really. I don't know if my man is still sleeping with his soon to be ex-wife or not. I'm wondering if he was during our first few months together. I have a feeling he is and...

Gosh, I know it's been only 2 months that we've been talking to each other and dating, but it feels like we've been together for months!! He sometimes calls me his girl and now that he said I love...

        I'm so confused. I don't really know what I want. I love this guy, but at the same time I knew what the consequences were if I got involved with him intimately. I knew this even when...