What can I say? I'm so glad I went to Hawaii to see if I would be able to live and go to school there. And now, I've decided to take one of the biggest steps in my life, and that is to move to the islands and go to school there for a few years!!

I'll be away from my family here, but eventhough I know I'd be sad, I still feel as if I HAVE to go through with it! I turned it down last year and regretted it big time. I don't want to regret it again and this is my chance!!

It's beautiful!! I loved every minute of it! It was also the first time that I've spend quality time with my mother in 10 years!!

It's funny, but I had so much fun overthere lying in the sun, snorkling in Hanauma Bay,experiencing a new cultural environment, and the warm weather was just so perfect!!

I had a few panic attacks while I was there, but I "rode" through them till they went away. I feel like I CAN'T LET THEM GET IN THE WAY OF HAVING A LIFE ON THE ISLANDS! It's what I've always dreamed of! :)

I checked out the campus there and it is WAY BETTER than the school I'm in right now. UH has way more activities to do and more school spirit which is something that I've always wanted to experience in my life (going away to college, living with other students, etc.)

I don't know if this may sound weird, but I have a feeling that moving there to Hawaii will teach me alot about appreciating life and how to handle it and survive in it on my own.

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i know how you feel,i am here if you need me
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You don\'t know how happy it makes me to hear the new life in your voice! I really, truly believe this is going to be one of the best things you\'ll ever do in this life. I think it\'s the first step towards taking control and learning to live YOUR life the way YOU want to. I am so darn excited for you, and so VERY proud that you are strong enough to do this. I know how hard it is, I\'ve been in your shoes!!!!!!!!!!!!! You deserve to be happy!
Reading your post has made me grin from ear to ear! You go girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Loads of love! Candy
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follow your dreams,and reach for the stars,words of wisdom.it is great to here you happy.that definately the life.life is so fragile,you have to live everyday to the fullest(i should take that advice)you seem like a terrific person.i always tell my kids,you can do anything,regardless of what anyone says.you just have to apply yourself.go out there and rope your dreams,just don\'t forget to keep in touch with your friends,when you do reach the top.good luck!! your friend,sherry