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I got a letter from the Univ. of Hawaii today...I'm surprised my dad hasn't mentioned or questioned why I got a letter from there...I'm glad he didn't! It's almost like a secret. I don't want to tell...

I've been LAZY!!...omg, I dunno know what it is...it's weird, but I hardly study and I'm getting A's on all my tests! lol...Right now I have some worries...one of which is my dog. If I move to...

I completely forgot to write about the social I had last week! It was so much fun there! I met so many people and so many conversations to keep up with!! There were about 20 girls in a tiny...

I haven't written in awhile cuz of school stressing me out!...the thought of doing homework makes me feel depressed even more!...I wish I didn't feel this way!I'm so tired of asking my mom for money...

It's Saturday and the social meeting is at 6 right after class!!...I'm so nervous since I don't know anybody going to this potluck event!...I wish I was in Hawaii already so I could find out how it...

Well, I just found out (through the grapevine) that my Dad's new wife will be here in 3 months!!...It feels weird and lately my dad has been acting really weird around me too...u know, when u get...

This week is crazy!!...I got alot of homework and I have to do a presentation in front of my class!..But that's not due till April..whew!...School is scary! lolI've decided to apply to UH!...the...

Omg!!....I just found out that my University is gonna go on strike!!..That might delay me from graduating in a year!...I can't believe this!..One of my teachers said that they would all strike one...

I'm debating whether I should apply to Hawaii again...I'm not sure when my dad is bringing his new wife here, but I'm sure it's soon and it's giving me the creeps...I have no other place to go and I...

I just want to thank everyone on this site for the support and advice everyone has offered me...I know I can be angry sometimes, but I dunno...I'm wondering if it's connected with this depression...

Some people on here say that I'm being selfish for thinking about suicide.....do these people honestly think that would help my problem?? I would NEVER say something that demeaning to someone who was...

things are happening again in my life...I just found out my father is married to a woman in another country who is practically my age!!..To top it off, she will be living here with my father and...

Today I'm feeling ok...winter session is almost done in 2 dayz then I start my spring semester on sat. yikes!..I had a talk with my mom last night about my serious depression and for the first time...

You know, honestly, I have thoughts of suicide...I would wonder how it would feel to end this torturing pain that I have in my heart every single minute of the day. I feel like the only time I don't...

Well I think this might kinda replace my handwritten journal I've kept for more than 10 years! lol My emotions are up and down...one moment I feel relieved that I broke up with my ex than another I...