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 I wanna hurt myself..I just wanna punch a wall or scream or something!!!!No one gives a s**t! Now, one of my close friends is avoiding my calls eversince I've been venting out my problems to her!...

 Is there anyone who can help me? I'm not feeling well! I guess no one wants to help...I've been posting several journals, and I get no responses....I'm thinking of taking myself off of this site....

    I can't be alone..I just CANNOT be alone for long periods of time! I start thinking suicidal and that nobody cares! All my friends that know about my condition are hardly ever...

       I don't know if I want to take this med. I heard of side effects like suicidal thoughts and that once you start, you have to be on it for a long time and that it can be dangerous to stop...

ok, I just got prescribed Prozac and I'm scared to take it! I don't want any crazy side effects in my body! It's bad enough that I really hate medicine swimming in my bloodstream! I will take it in...

I slept over 10 hours and my whole body is so stiff, especially my neck and my throat to the point where I feel I can't talk right! I get this feeling sometimes even when I don't get enough sleep....

SCHOOL IS OVER!! SCHOOL IS OVER!! And I don't have nothing to do...which is the best thing in the world! lolBut this tiny vacation will last me 9 days till summer school! And I'm going to make the...

I can't believe I woke up around 4am this morning with a panic attack out of nowhere!! My body started to tingle and I felt my chest getting tighter and tighter along with that "dying" feeling!! I...

I had so much fun at the art gallery...so much talent out there! Just looking at the seniors artwork was totally breathtaking. It's the best art school exhibit I've ever been to!! I reminded me of...

going to an art gallery with a friend I made from school...I hope I have fun!!I love you all! Be back soon folks!!

tired, tired, tired...I want this semester to be over already!!Sorry, I just have to whine, otherwise I will burst like a bubble.Lately, for the past few days (or hours, I can't keep track of time...

Right now, I don't know how to exactly feel. I'm in between horrible and just alright. I drove around for alittle while and then I just started to cry and SCREAM!! I started to feel like I didn't...

Omg I did it!! I went up there and did my presentation in front of 80 people!! And the funny thing is, I wasn't nervous at all when I went up there! I mean, for having panic attacks, this sure shows...

I'm in a hurry to get ready to do a presentation for 100 people in my class!!! I'm nervous but I'm trying to control it. (It all starts in the mind they say) So Ima try to kick some ass on the stage!...

WTF? I don't get it! I try to invest time into people's life by giving them advice and writing long comments n stuff and then all of a sudden they disappear on my page!! What a waste of my time!!...