I have so many papers to write!!AAAH!! Only 3 more weeks till this bloody semester is over!!
I'm so tired of school. I've been in and out of school for 10 years now and I'm just so sick and tired of it!! It makes me wonder if I really should go to UH cuz it's gonna take me 2 and 1/2 years more whereas overhere I only have a year left! Plus if I go to UH, I'd have to work part-time (on top of taking a full load at school, which is what I'm doing right now and I'm already stressed out as it is!)cuz I REALLY DON'T wanna depend on my mom for money anymore!
I'm almost 30 and I've been asking my mom for money throughout all these college years!! I feel like a wuss!! I mean, I did work while I've been in college for the past 7 years, but not enough to pay all the bills I had during that time.
Everyone's asking me, "When are you going to graduate?" constantly!!! Especially all my family members! It drives me nuts!! That's why sometimes I hate family gatherings because of that! I don't want to face it!
I don't know. I really like Hawaii tho. It's so beautiful and I love the people there too! Plus the awesome vibe I get when I'm there is so peaceful and spiritual! I'm tired of living here where I'm at now. Been there done that. It's just boring here and it gets me depressed. I've tried everything (from meetup groups to going out with some friends here) and it doesn't make me feel any better.
I'm so confused and it eats me up inside everytime I think about whether I should make the move or not! I decided to stay here when I got accepted last year and felt sad and depressed about it. Now that I got accepted AGAIN, I was so excited when I started to plan for my move and now I'm wondering if I should stay AGAIN! I'm so weird like that and I hate it!!
Why can't I make up my mind? Everyone around me thinks I'm so undecisive and I know I am, but I wish I could stop it and just stick to one game plan and feel good about it!!
I'm so tired of school. I've been in and out of school for 10 years now and I'm just so sick and tired of it!! It makes me wonder if I really should go to UH cuz it's gonna take me 2 and 1/2 years more whereas overhere I only have a year left! Plus if I go to UH, I'd have to work part-time (on top of taking a full load at school, which is what I'm doing right now and I'm already stressed out as it is!)cuz I REALLY DON'T wanna depend on my mom for money anymore!
I'm almost 30 and I've been asking my mom for money throughout all these college years!! I feel like a wuss!! I mean, I did work while I've been in college for the past 7 years, but not enough to pay all the bills I had during that time.
Everyone's asking me, "When are you going to graduate?" constantly!!! Especially all my family members! It drives me nuts!! That's why sometimes I hate family gatherings because of that! I don't want to face it!
I don't know. I really like Hawaii tho. It's so beautiful and I love the people there too! Plus the awesome vibe I get when I'm there is so peaceful and spiritual! I'm tired of living here where I'm at now. Been there done that. It's just boring here and it gets me depressed. I've tried everything (from meetup groups to going out with some friends here) and it doesn't make me feel any better.
I'm so confused and it eats me up inside everytime I think about whether I should make the move or not! I decided to stay here when I got accepted last year and felt sad and depressed about it. Now that I got accepted AGAIN, I was so excited when I started to plan for my move and now I'm wondering if I should stay AGAIN! I'm so weird like that and I hate it!!
Why can't I make up my mind? Everyone around me thinks I'm so undecisive and I know I am, but I wish I could stop it and just stick to one game plan and feel good about it!!
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When facing momentus, live changing decisions, it\'s always easier to stay than to go... when you stay, nothing changes, and change is one of the hardest things to deal with in our lives, especially drastic change. If I could make the decision for you, I would in a heartbeat.... GO TO HAWAII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Every time you start to wonder if it\'s right, just remember how psyched you were when you got back from your trip. REmember that awesome, excited, \"I can do anything\" feeling... .THAT is the right direction to go... I KNOW this is hard, I\'ve been down this road more than once... I\'m here, even though I haven\'t been around a ton. I think you have my work email... send me a note when you need help!