My panic attacks have been coming again and without warning!...I hate this. A few days ago, I couldn't sleep so I took a pill and the moment I took it, a mild panic attack came!! But I rode it out thank God!!

I don't take the pills every night cuz I'm scared to get hooked!

I have to wake up early tomorrow at 5 to be at the airport at 6 and hopefully I don't get any attacks on the plane!!! I'm so freakin' scared!

I will try to keep contact while there. I borrowed a laptop from school and they told me it has wi-fi access so hopefully I can use the internet on the laptop while there...I will be thinkin of each and everyone of you!! You all have been a blessing to me and I thank each of you for being my friend!! LUV U ALL!!

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oh, I will miss you, where are you going? You probably won\'t be able to let me know but, when you get there, send me a note. I hope your trip is filled with fun or if it\'s business it is very successful for you. Take care, hope you stay relaxed, I will pray for you, good luck, bye for now. Bonnie
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I know exactly how you feel. I am terrified of flying because I get panic attacks on the plane, and had to fly to Georgia last summer and back... just keep breathing, and focus on things outside the plane or an a book or movie. That has been the main reason I\'ve never gone to Hawaii, because I have such a horrid time flying. I\'m right here, and will be thinking of you!!!!!!! You are stronger than you know, my sweet, and will get through it all with flying (no pun intended) colors!

Much love, Candy!