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I'm finally here!!! So far for a week and it's soo beautiful!! I'm so glad I made the change. The thing is for the next for days I'll be busy with job interviews and moving into my new apartment here...

Eeek!! I've been so busy these past several days! Trying to get things done and straightened out before I make the BIG move to Hawaii!! I'm scared and nervous, but soo excited! I'm still trying to...

I can't stand this laptop! It automatically changes the page and sometimes I lose what I wrote! This is the second time I'm writing this and I'm hoping it doesn't automatically go to the next page...

Lots of stuff going on. First of all, I moved to my mom's house. I no longer live at my dad's considering that his new wife is there now.  I managed to move all my stuff over here in a short period...

 Sorry I've been off for awhile. I'm so busy, angry, sad, and just plain not feeling well!! So many things going on right now and I'm feeling soo isolated! I'm totally seeing now who are my true...

  Last night, I was on the phone when I heard a woman's voice coming from my father's room. I though to myself: His new wife is HERE!!   My dad didn't even bother to tell me that she's here!! He...

I've actually been going out every weekend now! Actually for the past two weekends and I hope to keep up with it! For so many months dealing with this depression and panic attacks, I can now say that...

I can't stand living here in my house anymore! This is no longer home!! My dad is bringing his new wife over pretty soon!I hate my dad!! I hate him for putting me though so much and putting me down...

I'm so pissed!! I'm in a class with these two other girls whom I really can't stand! I'm in this group project with the both of them and one of them really gets on my nerves! Everytime I try to...

It feels so good to know that you have friends here on DS who can remind you to think positive! I believe sometimes we all need that reminder because we lose focus here and there and true friends...

I'm scared I might end up being alone in Hawaii with no friends to hang out with. I have my mom's friends that live in a far town from the school, but it's different tho. Alot of my so-called friends...

The stye has gone down tremendously!!!...I don't need surgery!!God is soo good! I prayed that I wouldn't need it and he helped me!!He works miracles within us, even when we overlook them!

 I went to the doctor today and they told me that if the stye doesn't clear up by Tuesday, then I would need surgery.I went ahead and filed the complaint and some guy called me back about what...

   I have this stye on my eye that is taking forever to go away! I went to the doctor two days ago and he prescribed me antibiotics and to put warm compresses on it. It keeps me from leaving the...

   It's later in the day...and I thank God and my friends here for helping me and reminding me that there are people on here that really do care. You guys are the greatest I swear! It's just that...