I wanna hurt myself..I just wanna punch a wall or scream or something!!!!No one gives a s**t! Now, one of my close friends is avoiding my calls eversince I've been venting out my problems to her! She tells me, "No it's ok, you can tell me anything. I'm here for you" blah, blah, blah, what a f**Kn liar!! To top it off, I have a sty on my left eye that developed the other day and it hurts so bad...it hurts even more when I cry!!! I hate this! I don't wanna be here anymore!!

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Lonely,hun not everyone here is a liar.I am so sorry your friend did this to you,but don\'t let one person make you feel that everyone is like her.I do not want you to hurt yourseft,i do care about you.I do understand how this can hurt you,because i have told someone something,i thought i could trust this person,but i learned that i couldn\'t.So when i tell someone something,i make very sure that they are really a true friend,someone i can trust.Trust is very important to me,and a real true friend is very important to me also.You have a lot of friends here,and i am so sorry this has happen to you.I know you are upset,but this is a lesson you have learned,use it well my friend,and don\'t let one person make you feel you cannot trust anyone.I am so sorry about your sty on your eye,i have had them and they do hurt.My prayers are with you my friend,and rememeber i do care about you and so do others on here.I am so sorry you got hurt.I love you sweetie,please take care and i pray you get to feeling better.Love ,SHEA..........................
deleted_user
deleted_user

I agree with shea. It\'s not exactly logical to allow one person to have so much power, but that\'s why we\'re here, right? Just remember that you are worthy of the support you are asking for. I\'ll write more latr when. I\'m not on my cell phone! Lol
deleted_user
deleted_user

hey, i care about you. I care what happens to you and I want to see you happy. I DO give a shit about you. You have helped me so much on this site and I am so glad we are friends. Please don\'t let one stupid person\'s actions make you feel like you don\'t matter. she is obviously not thinking about how you might feel (and maybe doesn\'t realize she is coming across this way to you??) but in any case, just because one \"friend\" isn\'t there doesn\'t mean you don\'t matter. we are all here for you and if you ever need to talk just message me k..I hope you feel better soon