Falcon05
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- I just feel so unfulfilled inside. Hollow, tasteless, empty, void. I just have this feeling inside me that I am now moving forward. My depression and emptiness have been present since June 2019, my social life is still non-existent, I still can’t...
- One of the reasons I have depression is that I have low self esteem. I was often judged and compared as a child, bullied growing up, had very little friends, and have never been in a relationship. I've managed to make my first real friendship last...
- My friends were talking about their past yesterday. They kept going back and forth between each other telling the group, but I found that I had nothing to add to this conversation. They talked about the cool things they’ve done, the crazy...
- I’m 24 years old, fairly successful at my job, and held at a very high regard, but what most people don’t know is that I just feel so broken inside. Not upset, down, depressed, but beyond that: broken. I don’t have any emotions anymore,...
- Lately my mind has been running. Thinking about all the failed relationships and maybe that I'll end up alone. Its not even that I'll end up alone but more so that maybe I'm being punished for being a sinner. I have a lot of great friends who think...
- Im not mad, sad, or upset, just numb. I dont know if I even feel depression. I just know for certain that I feel nothing other than mental and physical fatigue. I dont care to help myself anymore. I try to eat healthy, stay active, and do all the...
- I do not know if anyone will read, respond, or even really cares but if I do not make it to tomorrow then I would like at least one person in the world to understand me. First, I would like to say that I am very grateful, or at least try to be, and...
- Im fighting a war that I am always losing. I have no energy or drive to get anything done. I cant seem to keep my mind focused unless its on the negative aspects of my life, and quite frankly, Ive lost the will to climb. I think I have just become...
- I'm back where I started at ground zero. Lost beyond compare. I'm just tired of everything. Tired of living, tired of hurting, tired of not knowing how to fix my problems, tired of being ungrateful, tired of still being here, just tired of being...
- Today I feel like I am just here. I feel bad for having depression but I also feel bad because I should be more grateful for all that I have. I have an apartment, car, no major debt, great career, amazing friends, but I just have these thoughts in...
- I have this crazy, debilitating fear that not only are all my loved ones going to die but that I am also going to die all alone chock full of depression and anxiety. A fear that I will always be like this and mostly a fear that someone will actually...
- Yet another day of feeling like shit. Its crazy because I really dont have a reason to be upset but Ive been down here for so long its just normal now. I try my best to look for reasons to be happy but I just cant seem to find a reason to smile. I...
- How do you get over just feeling worthless? Like you're not deserving of the blessing you get and that you don't deserve this life. I'm trying so hard to be grateful about thing but here I sit in my parking at a Walmart parking lot just crying...
- I have been super stressed lately and all I want to do is resort back to my old ways, watch some videos, and get off a few times. I went to sleep thinking about it and woke up picking up where I left off. I came close to breaking last night and I am...
- I've never done this before but it's something I haven't tried yet. I suffer from depression, anxiety, and very low self esteem. Sometimes I even think that I'm ugly or unloveable. I grew up not having too many close friends and I do now however I...