Sex / Pornography Addiction Support Group
Sexual addiction, also sometimes called sexual compulsion, is a form of psychological addiction to sexual intercourse and other sexual behavior.

Falcon05
I have been super stressed lately and all I want to do is resort back to my old ways, watch some videos, and get off a few times. I went to sleep thinking about it and woke up picking up where I left off. I came close to breaking last night and I am trying to hold on so I can eventually be better but right now I am left alone very briefly and its the only thing on my mind. I have been free since Saturday but I am pretty close to losing my grip again. Could use some words of encouragement or tips and tricks if anybody has gotten some.
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It could be a trauma experienced during your childhood or it could be something in your subconscious which you are totally unaware of.
It might help to talk to a therapist whose purpose is to make the unknown....known. Then you can heal it.
God Bless
Practicing mindfulness really helps too. It's ok to have those thoughts. Acknowledge them and talk to someone.
You got this!