xBlissx
Status: Self-loathing is a dangerous thing.
Mood:
Ok
Offline
- I'm not sure exactly what is going to happen today. I'm going to see my therapist at 2pm today but there are talks of me going into hospital as I'm not doing very well at the moment (on the mental health front). If that's the case then I probably...
- Sorry this is a long post but I really need some advice and support.Over the last week or so I've been doing everything in my power to lose weight. Restricting, purging daily and exercising. But tonight something inside just clicked. Like a light...
- I'm in tears right now. :cry:I feel like shit. Complete mood swing.I can't stand the feelings of having to stay at the weight I am now. I really want to lose it and I can't. My best friend has asked me to be a bridesmaid for her wedding in September...
- I had a therapy appointment today and my therapist basically told me he's tried everything and there's nothing more he can do for me. Unless I'm able to make changes to my thinking patterns, I'm going to stay stuck, depressed and hopeless. He said...
- I had a therapy appointment today and my therapist basically told me he's tried everything and there's nothing more he can do for me. Unless I'm able to make changes to my thinking patterns, I'm going to stay stuck, depressed and hopeless. He said...
- I had a therapy appointment today and my therapist basically told me he's tried everything and there's nothing more he can do for me. Unless I'm able to make changes to my thinking patterns, I'm going to stay stuck, depressed and hopeless. He said...
- I've had a really bad couple of days at home. It's really unsettled here. Lots of arguements. My Mum has kicked her partner out the house now. But instead of going down my usual route of not eating to make myself feel better, I've gone all the other...
- I'm getting so frustrated with my sleep pattern. It's 4:45am here and I'm still wide awake. I've been laying in bed trying to sleep for hours and I've finally given up and come on here.Been having this problem for a couple of weeks now and it's...
- I'm getting so frustrated with my sleep pattern. It's 4:45am here and I'm still wide awake. I've been laying in bed trying to sleep for hours and I've finally given up and come on here.Been having this problem for a couple of weeks now and it's...
- I'm getting so frustrated with my sleep pattern. It's 4:45am here and I'm still wide awake. I've been laying in bed trying to sleep for hours and I've finally given up and come on here.Been having this problem for a couple of weeks now and it's...
- I'm getting so frustrated with my sleep pattern. It's 4:45am here and I'm still wide awake. I've been laying in bed trying to sleep for hours and I've finally given up and come on here.Been having this problem for a couple of weeks now and it's...
- Has anyone else found this a huge trigger to run full pelt back into their eating disorder? All I can think about is the fact that for your period to return, you have to have a certain body percentage of fat = I'm fatIt's really upset me. I guess...
- So I've been doing "really well" with the Anorexia side of things for about a month now.My problem is that I'm pushing that self destruction button again. I've started cutting and now I've punishing myself for eating as well. The only way this is...
- After months of not having SI, I cut the other night and now I feel like I've got to do it every night. The urge is unbelievable! I never had this before. I only ever do it when things are REALLY bad. Where has this compulsion come from?Also I...
- I'm struggling with purging at the moment and i'm terrified of the treament centre I go to finding out. Does anyone know how soon after you start purging it shows up in your bloods?x-Bliss-x