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- I just feeling really depressed today. I broke down in tears yesterday and again today. Everything is just really getting to me. All I can think of is how I want to go back to the way things were. It feels like it's my fault I'm like this. That if...
- I just feeling really depressed today. I think the Bipolar may be playing a part too. I broke down in tears yesterday and again today. Everything is just really getting to me. All I can think of is how I want to go back to the way things were. It...
- I know it's quite common for people to name their eating disorder. What names have you given your ED?x-Bliss-x
- I don't know what happened this morning...I ate my weetabix in the morning as usual.It's the first time my Mum has been back to work after having a week off and my head took over. I binged big time and I don't usually binge. I ate 2 crackers, 6 ritz...
- Having some anxiety issues right now...I already challenged myself this morning with a different breakfast but I've had the same as my Mum and brother again for dinner, just a smaller portion. Home made stew and dumplings. I made it so I know what's...
- Tonight I've realised just how distorted my views on food is.After having weetabix with a measured amount of milk (just enough to wet the biscuit but not leak any into the bowl) for my breakfast every morning. I know exactly how many calories my...
- I've just had a worrying thought.I'm currently waiting on my GP and pdoc to get things sorted for a referral to the local Eating Disorder unit. But if you've read my posts, you'll know that there are several things now that have happened with my GP...
- Hello,Me and my Mum are trying to work out what % under weight I am... neither of us are any good so I thought it would be best to ask you as you might have worked it out in the past for yourself.I know that someone with a weight 15% below their...
- Some of you might have read my posts before so I'm just updating on what's happening now.My GP is now back off holiday. Cut a long story short it didn't go well but I was seeing my pdoc today. He was aware of what had happened because my Mum had...
- I need to work out how below in percent I am if I weight 83 pounds and my ideal is 105. ASAPx-bliss-x
- I know my post with the warning won't get many readers as it can be triggering so I just wanted to make another simple one but I wont say why.Basically I'm really upset at the moment and having a hard time dealing with the anorexic thoughts. I've...
- TRIGGER WARNING! This post contains my weight in stones, kg and my BMI!!!....Long post but if you can please read...I need the support :'(I am SO ANGRY and so UPSET right now! Some of you may know that my pdoc is trying to get me into an Eating...
- I'm feeling very proud tonight and I wanted to share it with you all for encouragment :) I've managed to push myself today and eat a little more today even though it's not many more calories than I have been having. It felt like I've eaten more and...
- Some of you might have read my posts before explaining that I'm waiting for my GP to get back from holiday (Wednesday) for things to start going ahead in trying to get me into the local Eating Disorder unit.I have a appointment with him in the...
- (I've just been diagnosed with Anorexia)I have OCD tendancies but this one is just weird...I don't eat but I've become OBSESSED with cooking everything and baking.This is even more strange because before all this ED really kicked off. I didn't know...