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- I'm not doing very well. I've recently had treatment for my anorexia and now it feels like that has been taken away and my depression has hit me. The self harming thoughts have come back and this afternoon all I could think about was how nice it...
- Hey :(I'm not doing very well. The past couple of weeks have been getting worse. It's been over a month...not sure how long exactly that I last cut but I'm having really strong urges recently.Not only that but I want to do it in a different place. I...
- Hey everyone! Hope your all OK.Just thought I'd post a message explaining why I haven't been around much. (for those who remember me...if any :S)I was an inpatient for about 4 months due to Anorexia. I'm now and just going in for day patients which...
- *May trigger*I hope this post makes sense.I'm seeing a therapist at the moment and I've recently been talking to him about how I find being around men uncomfortable etc. My Mum was in an abusive relationship and obviously I was young when everything...
- *May trigger - not ED related though*I hope this post makes sense.I'm seeing a therapist at the moment and I've recently been talking to him about how I find being around men uncomfortable etc. My Mum was in an abusive relationship and obviously I...
- Rather than post all of it again could I just ask people who are interested to read my last diary entry please? I've got a bit of a problem...Thanks,x-Bliss-x
- Im really struggling at home at the moment. Without going into too much detail, basically my Mums track record with men is not good. Violence was involved and its left me feeling untrustworthy of men in general and I feel really uncomfortable. Shes...
- Feeling awful at the moment. Recently discharged from inpatient treatment at a BMI of 17.5 to find out that my Mum weighs less than me! She eats what she wants when she wants but anxiety always makes the weight just drop off her and obviously whilst...
- I was discharged from an inpatient treatment programme on the 7th September with determination I was going to maintain....where has that determination gone?I've started to lose weight because I'm not manageing to eat the amount I was as an...
- Hi, I don't want to post the question on here as it may be triggering for people not yet recieving treatment so I'm looking for people who are either in recovery or recovered from Anorexia.I'll send you a private message instead. I'll just say it's...
- I had an ECG done but I wont really know anything until tomorrow. We've got results but don't understand them. It says:Normal sinus rhythm - good...Non-specific T-Wave abnormality - ???Abnormal ECG - ???...and then seperated from those results it...
- When I went for my assessment yesterday I was told that once I start treatment it will be done very slowly at first as I'm at risk of developing the Re-feeding Syndrome.From what I've found out so far...it's basically if you push things too fast,...
- For about 4 days now I've had this almost wheezy sensation in my chest. I haven't got a proper cough but the sensation is making me cough when I breath in and out...if that makes sense. It irritates the breathing so that I end up coughing with it....
- I've just eaten a larger amount of food than I have been. I don't feel 'sick' but the glands under my tongue are suddenly up and 'watering'. What's all this about!? :Dx-Bliss-x
- Hey, I was just wondering if any of you know how to make a goal that tracks the number of days. I've seen people with stuff like quit smoking and it has a special tracker with the number of days it's been. How do you get that?x-Bliss-x