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To eat or not to eat

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I've been doing really well and been really positive recently but tonight Hannah (my name for ED) is taking over me once again and I'm feeling guilty about all the positive steps I've taken.One minute I'm happy with what i'm doing and looking...
Starting again

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So I wrote my post 'Reasons To Fight' the other day and this I suppose is just a continuation of it. Today I've decided that to help myself on the road to recovery by 'getting rid' of some of the things that trigger me.- I've deleted all my food...
A Reason To Fight

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Thank you to everyone's for your support in my other thread. I just wanted to reply and say i'm doing better again at the moment. I've made another thread because I want people to read this.No matter how much my Anorexia tries to tell me it's worth...
Struggling *Trigger*

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I've recently been in hospital again and I've gained a lot of weight. I'm nearly at my highest weight ever and it's really freaking me out. My immediate response is to restrict even though I know it's wrong. I just can't stand feeling so big...
Tired of fighting it

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All I want to do is curl up into a little ball somewhere quiet, pull a blanket over me and go to sleep forever.x-Bliss-x
Tired of fighting it

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All I want to do is curl up into a little ball somewhere quiet, pull a blanket over me and go to sleep forever.x-Bliss-x
Tired of fighting it

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All I want to do is curl up into a little ball somewhere quiet, pull a blanket over me and go to sleep forever.x-Bliss-x
Tired of fighting it

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All I want to do is curl up into a little ball somewhere quiet, pull a blanket over me and go to sleep forever.x-Bliss-x
Tired of fighting it

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All I want to do is curl up into a little ball somewhere quiet, pull a blanket over me and go to sleep forever.x-Bliss-x
Scared of moving on

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So i've been in inpatient treatment for 6 weeks now and tomorrow I should be being taken off my one to one obs.Things are much better than when I first came in and I can actually say I'm feeling really good at the moment. But at the same time, I'm...
Scared of moving on

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So i've been in inpatient treatment for 6 weeks now and tomorrow I should be being taken off my one to one obs.Things are much better than when I first came in and I can actually say I'm feeling really good at the moment. But at the same time, I'm...
Scared about moving on

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So i've been in inpatient treatment for 6 weeks now and tomorrow I should be being taken off my one to one obs. Things are much better than when I first came in and I can actually say I'm feeling really good at the moment. But at the same time, I'm...
Restricting *trigger*

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I've started restricting my food after maintaining a safe BMI for a while now. I just can't handle being this weight anymore. Thing is I feel awful. My Mum has always been supportive to me and even when things are bad, I know she's there. But last...
I gave in

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I was talking to my Mum and had a 'realisation' that what I was doing wasn't going to make me happy in the long run and after two days of restricting I ate fish and chips.I feel so awful now and guilty, I can't believe I blew it so early on. Where...
Ahh!

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I'm out of hospital now (General) and been put on loads of medication which in turn has made me put on LOADS of weight. At first I was so depressed that I just didn't care, but now i've been discharged and I'm left to cope with the damage that's...

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