I don't know whats wrong with me. I miss my ex. We were totally wrong for each other. He was almost four years older than me, didn't go to college and he liked to party. I was still in high school, I think academics are the most important part of life and am not a partier by an means. He ended up not being supportive of me when I had to be hospitalized for suicidal thoughts and depression. I broke it off about six months ago. Last night I had a dream about him and all day I have missed him. I know getting back together with him would be a horrible idea but still I miss him.I guess I just needed to get that out.