Joanieslegacy
Status: Just want to get over the hump and feel normal again...
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- I have never really dealt with my emotions, just pushed them aside and did what I needed to do to keep on going. I have found I have mood swings, unresolved resentment, shame, low self esteem, depressive episodes, times where I obsess and cannot...
- I finally had some time off and what did I do? Chores around the house. I was invited to a few outings with my family but the tension makes me prefer staying alone. My really good friend that I trust dearly invited me out today and I didn't end up...
- I have been away for some time because honestly I just have been going through so much that I didn't want to bother everyone with it all. I am writing today to try to keep from contacting my ex boyfriend, the addict, as he is currently ignoring me...
- After doing so well at keeping NC since last time, going on 5 months and well, almost 6 months if I would of made it this month, I slipped up.Not sure if it was me missing my Mother, her birthday was May 1st and then I had Mother's day or just...
- I have been on Facebook again and I didn't remove the exes friends as there never was a problem before with them when we would split up. They would usually even say things like " He is just never going to be with one woman, hold your head high and...
- Ever since the ex called me and left the voice mail saying he was going on the trip we were supposed to go to together without me and he did not know why, that he hoped he heard from me when he got back..I can't quite get him out of my head. I might...
- Yesterday was a rough day. I had turned my cell down at work and missed a call from my younger brother and the ex boyfriend. I pretty much figured neither call would be just a Hey I miss you or love you. Sadly with either person, it's usually about...
- As I hadn't heard from him since Feb 9th, where he left a voicemail saying he was selling his side business and heading to Cali, call if I still want to go, I had taken him off block this month, thinking well, he had went and he wouldn't contact me...
- "Challenge Day" comes to DPS"This is going to change people"By Jeremy P. Meyer Denver Post Staff WriterStudents at Rishel Middle School participated in Challenge Day, a one day workshop with visiting students from the Denver School of the Arts....
- I hope I am not covering something that has been covered time and time again, but especially lately, I have been having a lot of triggers. I notice T.V. affecting me, so I am trying to read more. Certain actors looking like exes and bringing back...
- Worked yesterday despite fighting the flu and a migraine. Have not taken a sick day since, well I can't even remember. I only go to my dr when I have to in order to refill meds and try to cover any problems I am having then. Even though I was...
- I finally found the man, the video and with my band I love singing in it. Hope the story and link all work..just click on where it says click to see the video, its a 4 minute video and it will make ya feel good, I think :)Free-hug man speaks...
- Sometimes it's hard for me to not get too caught up in other's issues, even people I have never met in real life, especially when their stories are so similar to mine. It can trigger me back to my childhood, I want to find a way to pull them out of...
- I used to work at a "Pet Store" and I use this term very loosely as basically the place was a breeder of Rats and Mice for pet shops and mostly for food for snakes, iguanas and other perhaps baby rats for the occasional pet and more breeders. They...
- I used to work at a "Pet Store" and I use this term very loosely as basically the place was a breeder of Rats and Mice for pet shops and mostly for food for snakes, iguanas and other perhaps baby rats for the occasional pet and more breeders. They...