Joanieslegacy
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- I finally got a Therapy appointment scheduled tommorrow and I am honestly not sure about it. I have a few journels to show my therapist as I can't seem to open up to her and if I can vent at all today, i will take that in as well. I just feel so in...
- I have been trying to journal more to get my feelings out instead of keeping them bottled up inside. My last two journals kind of relate to this post if anyone cares to read and has any input. I am feeling a restlessness and a sharp pang of...
- This video connected with me and gave me hope and a feeling of " Hey there are others out there who have moments or even days of Despair, Not Fitting In, Grief and Depression and just knowing I am not alone helps, just knowing there is a light at...
- Not sure how many of you watched and recall the series Friends but I loved it and have been DVRing it. Though I love all the characters in it for different reasons, I have always had a thing for Chandler (Matthew Perry) He has a combination of...
- I see ..in front of meso much strength and beautypeople who have been taken down only to rise againtold they were losers and yet they are bound to winI see..all around mepeople who fight the good fight dailystrength and love that refuses to give in...
- After Sunday and visiting with my male friend that I have a bit of a crush on but have never let on about my feelings, I thought it would help me to move past my hang ups about the ex abuser. Unfortunately, I see I apparently have a ways to go. We...
- Finally got out for a bit yesterday when an old friend called and invited me over to his place. We had reconnected through facebook and it has been a while since we have seen each other. We were casually seeing each other back before Christmas of...
- I just want to say I am thankful for the support on this board. There are so many kind, thoughtful, courageous and insightful people on here that are helping me along and I am so grateful.
- After almost 3 months of staying strong and I had a weak moment and it was of all things on Facebook. He had texted..called, threatned to come see me, emailed and I stayed stoic. Then after a month of hearing nothing from him, I recieved a message...
- Today was a rough one..In between being sick, depressed and wanting so bad to just slip up and contact the ex with a simple little "Hope your having a Happy Easter." I didn't but it was close. I made myself message my friends on Facebook, an old...
- Noticed I had tommorrow marked for a therapy appmt.and had not recalled scheduling that far ahead. I took out the card I had in my purse with the number and other appmts on it and sure enough I had. My mind is just not with it between anxiety and...
- Just wanted to wish everyone a Happy Easter and a peaceful day. Hoping that if your having a happy day you get as much enjoyment as possible and well if your having a sad or hard day that it passes soon and a better one is on it's way. Hugs and good...
- Hi, just posting as I am working on this Good Friday and its a bit slow at work so thought I would start a post to see how everyone's day is. Keep myself occupied and my mind busy. Keep on with my No Contact. I am under the weather today with a bit...
- Do any of you tend to think more about your ex abusers around holidays or anniversaries? This weekend will be Easter Sunday and also this time last year we had a terrible fight and broke up because I had wanted him to spend it with me and he (who...
- I have to apologize as this would be a journal if I could figure out how to do it from my phone but having problems. I need to vent here or I am going to end up contacting the ex. :( My mind is running away with me and I am panicking a bit. No one...