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  Posted: 07/21/2021

  BlackGirlLost706 commented on the discussion What I want....

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  God

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  Posted: 07/06/2021

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  I blame Him for everything. From the creation and the evil done in the garden, to now times. A lot of people may have a different opinion and you have that right to. HOWEVER, the Bible is my resource. Who created the light. Who created the heavens and the earth. Who created the angels including Lucifer. Who created good and evil, life and death, emotions and feelings. He did. We were created in His image. I'm not looking for anything from Him, just what He promised me. But it's not like once He...

• Loneliness
  

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  Posted: 07/06/2021

  BlackGirlLost706 commented on the discussion No One Ever Helps Me.

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• Healthy Relationships
  

  What I want...

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  Last Reply: Goldielocks5 07/23/2021

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  A man who actually cares about me as a person. Not a man who looks at me like an object to be used. I want a man that can actually be ok with who I am. Never had that from a man but I've accepted all kinds of bullshit. I don't know why God allowed me to go through all this hurt and trauma. I could care less what it's for. All I know is, I'll never forget the feelings from it. NEVER.

• Abstinence & Celibacy
  

  Back to Celibacy...Maybe for GOOD!

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  Last Reply: Jobbie 07/08/2021

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  I gave myself to God in 2017. Way before I started doing forums. I had been raped a second time in my life and it made me feel so low because of me choosing to still deal with this person after the evil he did. Anyways, I was celibate for 3 years. Last year, I met this guy while staying at my grandma's house and everything was good. However, things got to a point where I didn't wanrt to have sex any more. And it wasn't even because of my "religion". It was because I found out that even though...

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  Posted: 12/02/2020

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• Bereavement
  

  A Father's Love

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  Last Reply: Anij34 12/02/2020

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  There's something about a father's love. Especially when your a daughter who never got to experience it. My dad die last year from colon cancer. I think I mentioned it on here before. This year, it's really hitting me. This month is also his birthday and all I can do is think about how he won't be here for a lot of the precious things in life. The one thing that sits heavy on my heart is that he won't be able to experience being a grandfather. I know he would have loved his grandkids. Probably...

• Depression
  

  DEHUMANIZING

  Posted by: BlackGirlLost706

  Last Reply: doggy123 03/19/2020

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  I haven't been present on here for awhile because I'm just really tired of that fact that the only way I can communicate with people is through a laptop screen. You can't really tell people's real reaction to something. I just want real friends, in real life, who give real love just like me. This is just becoming tiresome.

• Depression
  

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  Posted: 01/19/2020

  BlackGirlLost706 commented on the discussion So much thoughts...

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  Journal Comment

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  Posted: 01/18/2020

  BlackGirlLost706 commented on lucillegem's journal attempting to soothe that angry voice

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• Loneliness
  

  Should I Say How I Feel?

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  Last Reply: shakyinside 01/18/2020

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  The thing is it's been two months since we last talked. We've had back and forth before and I don't want to continue it. I want to tell him how I really feel but I keep mentally telling myself that 1) its been a couple of months and 2) he probably won't care any way. I want to say something but I'm too chicken s**t to say anything. I'm waiting for him to reach out and say something so I won't look crazy or clingy but I know that he's not going to reach out at all. I had to reach out to him and...