I've tried to collect my thoughts on this so many times but its either turned into me crying my eyes out or just deleting it because I cannot form words.. I just need to talk to someone.. Yesterday I was told something at work that has made my brain think way far ahead than I really should.. but It happens all time when i get told something, my brain always takes it further in the future and affects me alot.. anyone else's brain does this? Anyways what I was told was that we have to move out of where we are.. we are a daycare in a old church and have been in there a very long time, but it was bought by this company two years ago who does food programs ect.. anyways we have till January of next year to find somewhere else, it may seem like a long time but in reality it doesnt.. if we dont find a place, we will have to close and I will have to find somewhere else to work.. just thinking about that scares me..  I've been here for three years, and connected with so many of the children and the people I work with.. they know i have anxiety and such, and have been really understanding of that.. when I was being told this I didnt really know how to process everything, I just took it all in.. after I was told this I came home and last night I cried myself to sleep and all day today I've cried.. I'm scared, my anxiety is high and my emotions are all over the place.. I've been an emotional wreck.. if we don't find anything by sept, we will have to let the parents know what is going on.. I feel so hopeless and so much for these kids and parents too if they have to find somewhere else to go cause it wont be easy..