arfie
Status: knowledge is all past tense. i can't **know** a thing until it has already happened. stay in the present tense. stay ignorant.
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It has always irritated me that I literally spend months and even years on a design project and all the applause goes to the five minute doodle I add on for no particular reason. Worse yet are the...
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It feels great to productive again, complete with the mid-day nap which assures me I am not just escalating to mania. The move is done, but there remains a hefty amount of work to be done to make...
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There is no magic in magicIt is a collection of trite detailsIt as an I of you and a share of careIt is a dash of hope and a prayerful gropeIt is a command to know ...
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I have been plagued by a growing sense that my most recent syndrome is something along the line of Psychiatric Schizophrenia. In June I will be celebrating the 40th anniversary of my first therapy...
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I really am trying to kick the statistic habit. Numbers are a compulsion of my nature. Dustin Hoffman studied one of my less communicative counterparts to accomplish his magnificent performance in...
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As I continue my search for constructive channels for the tidal wave of energy which accompanies even the slightest modification of my self-destructive habits, I feel the nudge once more to the...
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I always have had a hyper-active metabolism. I managed to get fat once, but it was an accomplishment. I didn't need to get too far from my couch vacuum before it melted away like ice cream on a sun...
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The most difficult part of losing the metaphors and keeping it real is the limited vocabulary available to speak of emotional issues. Contemporary human language works best for material objects which...
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My gardening habits became quite entangled in my hospitalization level breakdown some 12 or so years ago. It was a complex interaction of many events that were catalyzed in a neighborhood spectacle...
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The Weed Warriors are out in force this week. The air is thick with the their motorized offerings. New and improved lighting technology is being installed to better display landscaping...
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It has been 3.5 years since I returned from Ecuador. When I returned, I found my home Alanon group radically changed. Gone is the premise that Alanon supports no other groups or affiliations. They...
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It has been great having my car back. The recent sets of etceteras have fairly nixed my plans to resume the Mississippi River Valley research any time soon. 35 years in one home base is ALLOT of...
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I stroke the head of my newest teacherA friendly, furry, four-legged teacherPlease, my professor, teach me to beWhat so many have spat at me"You bitch, you bitch, you awful bitch"How dare you NOT...
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Yesterday was an especially painful, eye-jabbing day. It was one of those rare days when even the sunlight was painful to me. Usually it is only artificial light which pains me. Sunlight is so...
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I an not social enough to be a survivalist, but I have skill sets they envy. IF (Idiot Factor) I am interpreting my flashbacks correctly, I was nearly a feral child who began wandering away from the...
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