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I have been doing well this week - I have been getting out a lot more even though it's only driving around with my daughter looking for houses.  I haven't had a panic attack since Sunday so I can't...

I had such a great Friday - I thought I was cured - hahaha!  Saturday I got up all excited and feeling that I needed to go out, no xanax - big mistake - I went to the grocery store with my husband...

Hooray!  I got my test results and they weren't as bad as I feared!  I had a great day today, I finally took my drs. advice and took a whole xanax (I always take half of a .25) I went to my son's...

My anxiety is high today - I am waiting for my dr. to call with my blood sugar results and it is driving me nuts - every time the phone rings I panic :(   I have made a little more progress getting...

I have been sick so I have not left my house much.  I did go to the store with my husband this weekend and I freaked out - I guess it's one step forward two steps back, but I have not going to give...

Hooray!!!!! I did it I went to the dr.  I was really hard and I did get anxious but I survived it!  I went in for my diabetes and had to have my blood drawn - that was scary - I didn't think I...

Yuk Monday - I shouldn't complain though I have been making such progress and I am so proud of myself - I went out all weekend with my husband and I was anxious but didn't go into a full panic - I...

I finally made my doctors appointment, it's on the 28th.  I sure hope I will be able to go - I have made other appointments and not kept them because of my panic :(   I have been sick so I haven't...

I have been keeping myself busy!  I am 95 percent done with my patio!!!!  The weather is rainy so I can't go out today and work : ( - I have a ton of other projects going on in my house - but...

I DID IT!  I went to church and survived!  This is the first time in over 6 months that I am able to go to church!  I was so scared to go - but I went and it was ok - I was terrified when I got...

I had a great Saturday, I got out, went shopping, went out to lunch, I was out all day with my husband and it sure felt good being out and not prisoner of my house!  I am having a really hard time...

The last couple of days have been good!  I am still feeling anxious and I haven't got out of my house very much but then again I don't go out alone and my "safe people" are working or busy - How I...

I had a great birthday!  My husband bought me an IPHONE!!!!  My son took me out to brunch and I was able to handle the restaurant which is awsome!  My husband took the whole family out to dinner...

I think I am hooked on D.S. - I check my messages and hugs all the time!   Today has been an ok day - I have been trying to keep myself busy in order not to get my mind wondering about my panic it...

I had a great weekend!  I went out Saturday and Sunday - the anxiety was there but I didn't let it get the best of me :)  It feels so good to say that I am getting out of my house even though I...